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The Difference Between Rich/Poor People?

One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.

They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.

On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"

"It was great, Dad."

"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.

"Oh yeah," said the son.

"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.

The son answered:

"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.

We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.

We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.

Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.

We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.

We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.

We buy our food, but they grow theirs.

We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."

The boy's father was speechless.

Then his son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."

Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about what we don't have.

Appreciate every single thing you have, especially your friends!

Pass this on to friends and acquaintances and help them refresh their perspective and appreciation.

"Life is too short and friends are too few."

Dear all,

Dear all,
Thought that this could encourage you if you ever undergo tough times. I believe God holds me in His arms when I go through tough times.


IF SOMEONE HAD A GUN HELD IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE AND ASKED YOU IF YOU BELIEVED IN GOD, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? SAY NO AND FEEL ASHAMED THE REST OF YOUR LIFE? OR SAY YES, I DO, AND DIE STANDING UP FOR GOD?If you would say no, DELETE THIS E-MAIL , NOW. IF YOU WOULD SAY YES,
AND STAND UP FOR JESUS CHRIST, PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON.


Note: This is a true article that was printed in a southern newspaper less then a year ago TAKE A DEEP BREATH BEFORE READING THIS


There was an atheist couple who had a child. The couple never told their daughter anything about the Lord.

One night when the little girl was 5 years old, the parents fought with each other and the dad shot the Mom, right in front of the child. Then, the dad shot himself.

The little girl watched it all. She then was sent to a foster home. The foster mother was a Christian and took the child to church.

On the first day of Sunday School, the foster mother told the teacher that the girl had never heard of Jesus, and to have patience with her.

The teacher held up a picture of Jesus and said, "Does anyone know who this is?" The little girl said, "I do, that's the man who was holding me the night my parents died."

this little girl is telling the truth that even though she had never heard of Jesus, he still held her the night her parents died

Funny, isn't it?

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says.

(Or is it scary?)

Funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).

Funny how you can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Funny how we can go to church for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week. (Are you laughing?)

Funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. (Are you thinking?)


Pass this on only if you mean it. Yes, I do Love God!

DESPERADO ME

confesion.....i am desperade for MCflurry ice cream! after reading grace blog...i called MCdonald delivery for the ice cream! ok,it is crazy! but wen i have craze for sweet stuff...i m like dat kakaka! yea...i admit it is insane! but it is really nice...the flavour which is m&n and oreo is so tempting =b it also make u sweet after eating it! arhh! the sweetness of ice cream and cakes! delirious...i alwiz salvage the moment when i eat it...=) so ppl, to steal my heart...just buy me loads of ice cream =b u wish....i dun want to get diabetis =Q


ps. i am actually not suppose to eat sweet stuff...my blood sugar is quite high..i also get sugar high easily...sigh, it is a torture coz i loveee sweet stuff especially like ice cream...i alwiz have craze on sweet stuff!


whoa! Mcflurry ice cream, here i am waiting for u!
kla...gtg! rushing to get my ice cream! yum yum! cant wait! my stomach is making rumbling sounds adi! =p the moment have come...

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Think Positive!! haha

This is nice - finding positive out of every negative - which we don't always manage to do. I am thankful...

1. For the husband who snores all night, because he is at home asleep with me and not with someone else.



2. For my teenage daughter who is complaining about doing dishes, because that means she is at home & not on the streets.



3. For the taxes that I pay because it means that I am employed.



4. For the mess to clean after a party because it means that I have been surrounded by friends.



5. For the clothes that fit a little too snug because it means I have enough to eat.



6. For my shadow that watches me work because it means I am out in the sunshine.



7. For a floor that needs mopping, and windows that need cleaning because it means I have a home.



8. For all the complaining I hear about the government because it means that we have freedom of speech.



9. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot because it means I am capable of walking and that I have been blessed with transportation.



10. For the noise I have to bear from my neighbours because it means that I can hear.



11. For the pile of laundry and ironing because it means I have clothes to wear.



12. For weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day because it means I have been capable of working hard.



13. For the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours because it means that I am stilll alive.

frens

tis post is specially for those who now in overseas n graduate from KDU...

Adrienne, miss ya loads sista! thx for reading my blog n continue to b my source of encouragement! it been great the time spend with u...you are a blessing to me! your wisdom, love, faith, maturity n willingness to serve God have been encouraging n touch me deeply...last year pot bless, u really show me that u r my true frens by consoling n supporting me from the devil attack wit anna grace...i really hope to c u soon! all the best in studies n also life! continue to be the light for God!

Joram, thx for giving me advice whenever i need it...i still can remember u preach to me wen i told u something...ah,my luck! hehe! anyway,ur faith in God have been uplifting to me n also CF! you are a great testimony as we noe u go through a hard journey but yet u choose to cling on God! Your wisdom have astounded us! You have indeed challenge me alot in relationship wit God!All the best in your studies n hope to c u soon bro! continue to shine for God! your joke also deep in our heart =b

Rita, now that you just graduate in diploma...dunno wether will c u any time soon...but you will alwiz b in my heart! Recently you have just came back from China mission trip, i believe tis trip will bear fruits in your relationship wit God! I regret that we didn't have a lot of time to chat or share but i remember we have long talk for 2 times n it is refreshing! Your passion for God is great! may the fire in ur heart continue burning! i noe wat happen in this world sometimes discourage us n also make us sad as we see our frens sidetracks....but sista, i believe u will b able to strive a different among your peers...continue to reach out for lost soul n shine for Jesus! It a blessing to noe u sista!

Sharon, being the former president in CF, u let me see ur leadership quality... now dat u r in Monash,all the best in studies! miss the time u lead in CF! u r so sweet n u sing like angel! ur sweetness shall touch alot of ppl! it a grace to have u around! u r easy going n care for soul....a hardworking person as well =p ....Your love for God have truly impact me...oh how i wish i can still hear u singing sista n also talking to u in CF...it been nice having someone that can melt my heart around! huggies! Continue to b the light for God!

Blockbuster movie

sista Yen n bro Eujin came to CF last fri n shared with us...

sista Yen talk about her life journey and how God is working in her life...
what is important in the sharing is let God be the director in your life then you will have a blockbuster movie that worth million dollars. Remember that you are the camera man...Bear in mind that God is a oscar award winning director. We just have to let God direct us for His plan for us is the best and He love us...sometime we might go off focus from what God direct us but God is graceful enough to cut off the scenes...with Holy Spirit(director words or msg) annointing,we will be able to walk hand in hand with our director (obeying His words and direction) As a camera man, u must merge with ur director,not work independently,become one body wit Him ...dun ever rely on urself for we r weak n God is almighty,with Him all things is able...amen! In another words, u become interdependent wit ur director (u rely on His guidance and be grounded in His words, let Him be part of u....but dun take me wrong,u rely on God but He wan to train u as well, dun be luke warm, dun be laid back and continue to press on,move on and never stay on the same path) Don't have the mind set that i have God,He will give me everything i need just by praying...not it doesnt work dat way,yesh,prayer is the strongest weapon but God want us to
take the step of faith (which is pray about it,listen to His signs and at last just do it like NIKE =p) God will guide and lead us but don't expect God to feed us like baby....God want to teach us how to fish, not just throw fish at us...

another thing sista Yen and bro Eujin said is the words backsliding doesn't exsist,it is not on God vocabulary...it is created by man as in 100% man made... Life is like roller coaster,it is up and down (it is part of learning and growing process) if u dun pray for 1 week,God still love u as His precious children...He will nvr forsake u...u might be weary but i doesnt affect God love to us as He is graceful =p amen! so we must also have a personal love relationship wit God

I m officially the clown in Christian Fellowship =b

Why do i say so? because everytime in CF prayer meeting, i am alwiz the victim they joke about... ok,partly coz i talk alot =b ok,it my fault! i m guilty lo.... it actually a joy that we r able to have laughther n joy due to blackmailing n making fun of me! Oh God, i can't believe i m so useful! kakaka! u see, perasan (miss angeline call it guilt n aaron the president call it syok sendiri) but aaron also said dat if i m not in CF, it will b silence...the proof that i m useful hahaha!.btw,bear in mind,i m just playing! I regret that i said that thr is a few clowns in CF...how come i nvr aware that they will refer it to me whereas i refer it to aaron n mr kenny...sigh! oh well! Another thing is Mr kenny n Miss Angeline was quite surprise that daniel told them i preach (in facts, i also veri surprise)...Mr kenny show me the unbelieving look wen he was told...miss angeline just said according to bible that wen u preach, enemy will attack u (the attack might come in form that ur frens will say harsh words) this words is true man, see for urself as Mr kenny (second teacher advisor)just show me the look, u see, he just hurt me by not believing me...he even show me the punch sign of hand wen i said he is harsh! so mean n rude. rite! i noe he was just joking la but he make Miss Angeline said i was having a role wit him, so i jokingly told him dat we settle outside, once again,they especially Miss Angeline complain i m like gangster haha! normally miss angeline will support me but 2day she also join in to attack me! Oh,how true is the bible verse! hahaha! U noe wat happen after prayer meet outside, he playfully use neck tie to hit me...i din even settle wit him but he settle wit me, one thing is how come i alwiz lose in a debate or argue? haha! i alwiz lose especially to aaron n mr kenny! so sad! mun yee, daniel n karen alwiz can see free debate! thay laugh laugh only!

Oh ya, praise God dat tis year He gave me the wisdom n peace to pray in prayer meet. I also preach n worship lead for the first time tis year! I have been worship lead for 3 time recently. Yay! seriously, last year i m not able to do those things. Miss Angeline our teacher advisor said that tis is taking the lift of faith, wen u decide to take another step of faith for God, God will bless n guide u in it...In Fri CF meeting, more jokes...aaron n eujin was talking about the place they wanna travel, thailand was one of it...i said i wan to go n save the prostitute there, n all of them was like shouting Miss Angeline, we must pray for xiying(me) deliverence.... aaron was talking about his sister after dat...he show me her pic as i insisted, so after i saw her pic i said i wan her...jkla,i m not lesbian! eujin han quickly added dat we have brokeback mountain movie and now i can make one name brokefront mountain! muahahahaha!

one biggest joke is after dat, aaron out of no where said i like mr kenny (hello,mr ken is just my bro n someone i respect) aaron called mr kenny n talked to him which, the conversation wen like tis:
aaron: hello, kenny...sleeping ar?
aaron: oh,soli soli!
aaron: xiying said she like you
(i m desperately saying no n making sounds)
aaron: wait ar, i pass the phone to xiying

me: hello
(shoot,arh kena prank coz aaron din dialed)

aaron adi laughing hard at the corner! i laughing hardly run over to him n hit him! feel like strangling him at that time man! daniel n mun yee just laugh n said kesian! they watch free show again! comedy! anyway,later aaron reveal his secret of doin prank...he said he did dial but wen he put near his ears n he quickly press the red off button...sigh, even mun yee n dan believe dat he dialed before dat! he is a prank expert la! this is mainly the jokes highlight! was nearly on the verge of tears from laughing wen anna n michelle came...was tired after dat so didn really talk, so aaron said "wen xiying din talk, it is so quite, so we really need you here" my answer"yea,i m like the clown la" all of them crack out laughing again! conclusion,i m really the CF clown n noise contributer man!

Mun yee, thx for bringing me to the nice Thai restaurant near Atria...it super nice! we must call li yan next time! the condition is so cooling n the foods best man! oh ya, it is great time la as we have gurl talk...I m really blessed to have u around in CF sista! amazingly,it is so easy for us to pour our heart out as we share the same value n most importantly God! Continue shining for Him! Keep the fire inside ur heart! will continue bugging u ya? hahaha! huggies!

Will have another post about sista Yen n bro eujin (another eujin, not eujin han) sharing n dat day fri CF meeting...to be continue! God bless!

2 nuns

There were two nuns...
One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM) , and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.

SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.

SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.

SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do?

SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.

SM: It's not working.

SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.

SM : So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.

SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Logical arrives.

SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!

SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both,so he followed me

SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?

SL : The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.

SM: And? SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me

SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?

SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.

SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do? SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.

SM: Oh, no! What happened then?

SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down. And for those of you who thought it would be dirty, I'll pray for you! .




-- Greater in battlethan the man who would conquera thousand-thousand men,is he who would conquerjust one — himself.

Releasing....toxic? =p jk

well,i am sure everyone have someone special, ahem ahem! wink wink! i admit i do.... Aaron, mr kenny they all alwiz blackmail me wit this sigh! u noe wat i do wen i m considering someone? i pray and release him into God hand...I pray dat if in God will he is my life partner, God speak to us nd guide me in it...I ask God to help me not to be tied by emotion or rely on it as God have His plan for us. Everything come after u have a love relationship wit God and you put God as your true love! Aaoh ya,wat important in a relationship especially in christians are both party must pray for each other, if not this reltionship is not goin to work (i m single! hehe! 100%perasan! kakaka!) anyway,miss angeline was talking about life partner in yesterday prayer meet...she also ask me to read christian marriage books hehehe! She shared wit us dat we shouldnt open up our heart wen we r considering someone coz we will be hurt esepcailly gal...she also shared dat wen she is in London, she used to go joging wit a groups of gurls n wen they see some guys, miss angeline n her frens chase those guys! hahaha! crazy gurls! Miss angeline also said that she even wear sexier clothes den nowadays gurls haha! must see her photo wen she is young la! haha! Yesh,God love and rejoice when a marriage take place! oh ya, a relationship start wit friendship first...btw,if a relationship doesnt encourage u for gud,den it is not in God will... a lot of time, when 2 ppl r together, they stick 2gather every time and forget about other priority especially God the first priority in life. if the couple is matured and God is first in their life, they will continue running and serving after God not bz dating only. They will not be weary for God eventhough they r dating, instead they encourage each other and from there their faith grow stronger. Oh ya,go read christian marriage book n understand the principles haha! well, i m not goin to read now haha! later la...=b one day (emm,not sure wen only i will read) haha! the time will come for me to salvage in marriage books =b

Happy Mother day

As Mother day approaching,i want to take tis opportunity to say Happy Mother day to all mothers in the world. Indeed, mother love is unconditional to the children! I wanus to use this time to appreciate and think about our mum love to us...my mum is the biggest blessing in my life...eventhough we dun have same personality and have conflicts since small...she is the one dat raise me up and take care of me,wen i have health problem,she brought me to hospital...i dunno how many times she shed tears coz me... she make me who i m 2day aside from God. I can never say how much she mean to me... I owe her alot and can nvr repay anything to her... Mum,thx for supporting me all the way even wit all the caning and scolding but without it i wont be disciplined and who i m 2day. U might not noe whr i put u in my heart...but i just want to let u noe i love u deep down in my heart...may u remain young and healthy! continue striving the best in ur career! hugs and hapy mother day once again!

Prayer warriors!

This 2 weeks i have been staying untill 7 sumthing for prayer meet (tues n thurs)... it been great to fellowship and communicate wit God. The great part is we pray for each other and learn to be b prayer warriors...it actually easy to become a prayer warrior, all u need pray wit ur heart and look onto God wen u pray. Wen u pray, it just u n God...it all about relationship wit our Father in Heaven...Wen we pray,we dun use our mind but heart, never think wen u pray but just say out what u want to communicate to God. God love it wen we pray! As He say,ask in His will n u shall receive...After we pray, God give our heart peace dt surpases all understanding. I am glad that God put me in this Christian Fellowship family...i learn n grow a lot thr (through the hard way!hehe) Last year,i nvr pray before in prayer meeting but tis year i decided to take the lift of faith and now my president n others complain that i pray veri long n i should give others chance to crawl (learn to pray) as well. hahaha! Praise God! Prayer time is a time aaron and mr kenny victimize and make joke of me especially on my words,blackmailing me about my so called "secret" and alwiz said that i dun't do hseworks (ahem,it true dat i have maids but i do hseworks wen my maid is not around)!!! arhh! evil la they all...miss angeline, mun yee, daniel and karen will share the laugh! Neway,it is gud to bring joy to ppl rite? It is the ability to take a joke, not make one, that proves u have a sense of humor by Max Eastman. man,i have a lot of sense of humor den! hehehe! One thing is, before and after prayer,i will be hyper and laughing all the way...if mun yee around, we will be singing songs and dun care about ppl who pass by! haha! It is so nice to noe her la, we share alot of intimate stuff and become really close for some reasons! wink wink! mun yee rocks! It is so comfortable to share everything wit her and mun yee, thx for sharing wit me! It great and a blessing to have u around sista! It is great to encourage each other so dat our faith will grow... We crack alot of jokes as well especially by aaron the president aka joker hehe! But even though aaron joke around, but ppl respect him for his wisdom,faith and experience about God and life. He can noe someome personality by just looking at the person (the way he or she sit, eat,talk and wear). But he say he dun do that anymore because it is very judgemental...God say we should not judge others for if we do so, we will be judge as well. btw,God is the best judge, u wouldnt want to interupt His work... =) Oh ya, because i go through some trial and suffering, it actually refine my character,let my faith become stronger and i m able to share or testify God luv...God does provide a way out and He is our comfort...Tell me, without trial, how does we experience God working in our life or cherish ur life? Life is full of problem, it up to u to choose to laugh or cry on it. By clinging on the fact that Jesus die on the cross for us, there is no reason for us to be weary because of the wordly things. So,bro n sista, rejoice because we are promise heaven and eternity life. It is not the nail that put Jesus on the cross, but it was love. Everything was done, so u would come. Come to the Father, though our gift is small, broken heart, broken life, He will take them all. We should not love the world for if we love the world, means we are parting from our Father in Heaven. In everything dat we do, may it b on God will not based on world and let our life bring out the beauty of our LORD. Till next time ppl! take care n God bless...=p hugs Love sinners but not sins

Back in action =p

i noe i have been missing in action for blogging recently... new semester started and wit 5 tough n heavy subject! btw,i m a bz person =b seriously, wit assignment, presentation, cf and campus frens! 2day the think pink event (gender awareness) is so cool! it is by the AWAM and mass com (PR subject and Mass Com club) student... they have guest clebrity- Harith Iskandar (He is so funny and cool...he can really make jokes) , Aisyah Sinclaire (beautiful mix gal and MC of the event) and Liang (Opps Asia artist and devoted christian, i even received a hug from him!whoa!so happy, just exagerating it la)!!! Talking about Liang, it remind me to talk about Easter Talent Time celebration in KDU auditorium organize by Christian Fellowship. Eujin is the organiser for this easter and he is also the MC for the event (he is a great MC trust me! he is funny and cool up in stage!) We also invited bro eujin (another eujin=p, he is a very gud preacher, really like his sermont as he share his own testi and also bible words lively, read my previous blog and u will noe eujin more) and his wife sista Yen (a beautiful lady and sweet lady devoted in helping her husband doing God work), Liang (Opps Asia artist and a devoted Christ! He loves music to bits! he is so cool, loves him as a bro and admire his singing talent loads! i take a lot of pic wit him! =p His head is so shinning! haha! p.s, he is bald =b) Our easter talent time start wit dinner and the foods are delicious! Me, mun yee, dan, paul and li yan are the ushers... it so fun coz we get to shake hand wit everybody and go round to ask them hows the foods or how they are feeling... we also snap pic at dinner and fellowship with each other. After dinner is the worship by nick (former cf president) church. it a great worship as God is present! Halleluyah! then the main item start- talentime contest! whoa, the contestant all are so gifted! Praise God! Bro eujin, sista yen and liang are the judges... everybody is enjoying themselves as we proceed with the talent time contest, we are jumping up and down or letting our body go with the music...the winner is called lawful criminal band as they are make up of law student and they rock man! Tze Peng can really sing and his other members play guitars and drum well! Rosalyn can sing well (gud vocal and pretty gal), kah jun play piano well like Maxsim hehe! Chris, clement and jiah hsien have a great time singing songs for Christ =p After the event end, me, mun yee, aaron,angela, eujin took a lot of pic wit liang, bro eujin and sista yen =p will send u guys the pic soon ya =) wait patiently =b Eventough we are tired but dat nite is a great sucess for God! A lot of ppl came and get to noe God as Pastor Chris convey the msg about God on dat nite...a day of reaching out i would say coz even Malay came =p so nice... =p take care and God bless! muakss and hugss! God equal to luv...family can be create as long as thr is luv and blood relation is just a bonus =p! In CF, we are like a family or wat u call God community, which is great as a lot of them are from other state and CF is their second family...it is important as we learn to encourage and have the family luv toward each other =) Love and unity is needed especially in God family, christians need to show that they are unity among themselves, then only non-believers will see that God is good and loving!Halleluyah! xD

i not stupid 2 singapore movie! a brilliant movie worth watching for the family!

Saturday, mum just came back from Genting after her studies...anyway, she just recover from her etopic(pregnancy outside the womb) operation...thx God that she recover d! Praise Him! Mum is very happy when she is back so she and dad brought us to watch movie named i not stupid 2 (a singapore movie). The movie is so powerful and close to our heart...audience laugh and cried(i mean me la hehe),it is a intense emotion movie...The words spoken by the actors are what useds in daily and the situations are also what happen in our life. It touch me and my family in a way that it is close to our heart. It amazing how the director can make the crying scene not lose it humour side as well. The little boy so called jerry in the movie make it more sucessful. this movie actually reveal on the people everyday lifestyle and parenting as well. Oh, the director act as a parent inside the movie...It a great master piece! I personally recommend it! There is actually a lot of youngster and families went for the movie that day, so it really great way of conveying the family msg and also making a stronger family bond (especially among youngsters and parents) There is a lot of value that the movie convey to us... Praise is important, it is not to flatter or wat but to make us more confident. Suitable praising will make us feel appreciate and happy =p ! Another value is find the key of the relationship and then only things will work out. Especially for teacher, they need to find the key of getting student attention so that the students will improve. sometimes, in order for things to change, we ourself need to change first. Some parents think that to take care of the children is to cane and scold them...they forget to care about the children feelings and didn't listen to the children. it make the children feel neglected and not understand...vice versa la, children have to try to understand and care for their parent. try analyze and communicate wit the parent y they want it dat way, i noe it is not easy but at least there are efforts put on. we must learn to listen to others and only den we will b listen...fair enough? sometime, teenagers thought they r rotten apples in their parents eyes but actually they r not and the parent love them alot whithout them knowing. Anyway, the biggest lesson is LOVE conquer especially in a parents and children relationship...For my family, it a great time to connect with each other. my parent even ask how they r doin as a parent! whoa,imagine dat! it so bizarre and cool...

Christian Fellowship service cool!

Just finish CF...yay! great speaker and service(especially to anna as worship leader and bro eujin from FGA KL as speaker along with his wife yen) It great that it wasnt a formal talk but more to a conversation and more interactive in a way. The msg is about finding vision and God plan in your life...He said we need to step up and seach God fire for us, then only things will be clear for us. After we encounter God fire only we will have mission and we don't need alarm clock to wake us up in the morning because we know we are living with purpose and fullfiling God calling for us..Bro eujin told us his own testimonial, it about how he is a bad brats when he is in his early secondary school because his bro birth and he suddenly felt unloved. then one day, his mum told him to attend a youth conference when he is 14 years old along with his sis, his mum promise to paid him 50 bucks if he attend the conference till the end! wise mum!haha! so his sis is incharge to make sure that he attend till the end. at first he is struggling to sit for the conference but what the pastor said touch him. it about a girl story... He also told us 2 more story... abraham and 3 soldiers...read the bible for detail ^-^ oh ya,bro eujin also said that when we read the bible we will hear music ringing....true true! As u read the bible with ur heart, u will find it applicable to ur daily life and also feel the peace from God...Peace from God comes from the understanding...Only when u understand what u read and have faith in, den only the peace come to our heart

y oh y i stay so far? Aaron ask... hehe

It actually been some time since aaron ask me why i stay so far...haha!it happen wen he, mr kenny and chris send me home...wah,3 guys send me home, ehh,it just coincidence k!hehe! My parent will freak out if they know it!haha! Back to the story, in the car, aaron keep shooting me with the same question which is why i stay so far! i cant really debate with him as his voice is so loud n untill mr kenny hav to told him dat if he doesnt stop it mr kenny will drop him down somewhere! hahaha thx mr kenny! @.@ Actually i found a answer for the question... it a blessing from God eventough i stay far from KDU coz i can live with my family and pampered by them...haha! unlike aaron that stay near to KDU but cant see his family and have to travel to see his family! it is not easy to stay without family and you have to do everything by yourself and you will miss your family trememdously believe me! ask aaron n u will noe! haha! so the point here is family is very important and cherish them while u can coz u never noe when you will have to live alone and you will find that u miss your family loads!

Yesterday is a great time for fellowship among christian fellowship ppl, we have fun laughing at jokes (clean and crap jokes mind u hehe). prayer is great as we all sing to God and pray for each other! turst me, we all felt so peaceful! Before the prayer, as usual we will chit chat and ask about everyone condition or who need prayer...CF is like a family and i am so glad that i am part of it...i used to have a feeling of being overlook but i was wrong and i noe they all love me as a family. it just the evil trying to control me and make me felt like dat before, thx God dat You cast away the evil away! yay, and my feelings is changed! i love all my fellow CF frens and other frens as well! i saw jiah hsien shirt with a great wordings...M.A.D- making a different! it is such a great words! i noe jish hsien used it as his blog title...thx ya jiah hsien for letting me to put it up n my msn and blog! hahaha! i alwiz lend ppl idea! kakaka. i learn by stealing ideas haha! We should be MAD in life...making a different not only in our life but others as well. it important that we live our life till the fullness and with good purpose! we ought to reach out and help out other as well especially when they are in trouble, make a different in frens life, support them and try to show them the love! be a shinning light and let strike ppl life with God love.Let them see Jesus through u! Last but not least, hope CF have a great service later! i commit it into God hand and in faith CF will be great with God present! Amen! Story to b continue hehe! In a mission of serving God later! ciaoz!

updates

Whew! exam finish d! Computingg&IT practical exam in exact words....=P aih,i am studying in mass communication but have to take computer subject! I do use computer but i don't want to know waht is inside is what i alwiz said for this subject...anyhow, i completed it! yay! just have to wait for the result. Before this, I have group computer assignment, we are assign to do a children story book...All my classmates expression was like stunned and shock, we were like seriously a children story book? well, we get started with our fairy tale story...I am not a huge fan of fairy tale but i did read it when i am small and deep down there is alwiz a fairy tale inside our heart, agreed? hehe! Me and my group members spend some time drawing the picture, well, the result is quite nice! Thank God coz i actually don't have any artistist talent mind u, kakaka, my art teacher in secondary school even commented my drawings are like cats drawings! hahaha...

The conversation start like this,
my arts teacher : Do you rear cats at home?
me (me starting to confuse) : nope
my arts teacher : ehh,then why is your drawing like cats drawing?
me(ashamed by my drawings) : .......speechless and blushing

Praise God dat for my practical exam i can still manage to do it despise of my ability on computer or microsoft paint tool! hehe! =b
My another subject for this semester is copywriting which i don't have written exam but group assignment... we have to come out with a campaign for 2 brands, we choosed sugus and MNG
Hope we did well and my lecturer didn minus our marks coz we pass up late =( Seriously i hope tis semester my CGPA can be higher...i shall pray in faith =)

Since my exam finish adi now, it high time that i will be bz for cf and campus frens club...it great to serve Him as usual! Easter celebration on 7 of April, hope can reach out to more and more ppl! In God name it will be a succesful easter celebration! Yes,it will! Sign up ya ppl if you have talent coz we hav talent time (talent contest)! show off your talent! I am hoping to see some bizzare but appropriate talent haha!^v^ Next mon i will be having 2 booth as conjuction for new intake (orientation), hope that both club will get new members! can't wait to meet with new frens! oh ya, just saw a few frens from my ex-secondary school! cool! can't wait to talk to them as it been long i din c them...hope they are doing good! One thing, alot of ppl sick nowadats coz the changing of wheater...pray for them d n in faith they shall recover soon! (especially mr kenny n other frens as well) For ppl dat i stress in their studies, life or relationship, hope everything will b fine again n will put u guys in prayer (sis anna n mun yee) Cling on to God and with the support of family and frens, it will b ok...find someone to talk, like what i did last time and after that i am cool! haha! oh ya, thx again ya anna and adrieene for consoling me last time wen i m stress n u guys encourage me alot! Adrieene, hope u r doing great in austria and continue to shine for God! Miss u loads! God bless and take care! huggies!

Natural Vitamins (so gud)

Such great natural vitamins

LOVE: This is the most essentialingredient of all spiritual food

EMPATHY: Helps to reduce negativeemotions and increases tolerance.

HUMILITY: Essential for removing prideand ego.

PATIENCE: Essential for strengtheningCharacter.

HONESTY: Enhances spiritual integrity

KINDNESS: Vitamin "K" acts as a bufferfor easy processing of other ingredients.

CONTENTMENT: Alleviates heartburnand acid indigestion, brings inner peaceand happiness.

SILENCE: Reduces restlessness of mindand brings one closer to the Lord.

CONSCIENCE: A regular dose of thisvitamin will improve thoughts, words andactions.

DETACHMENT: Regular intake of thisvitamin will reduce effects of attachmentand bondage.

PEACE: This vitamin stimulates theimmune response to help the bodydefend itself against external influences.

DISCIPLINE: A complex vitaminabsolutely essential, for cultivating virtues.

JOY: One should be happy after eating,not have indigestion.

TRUTH: Listen to your "inner voice."or God words. Beware of substitutes.

SELF AUDIT: Daily dose will help to alignourselves with our highest values andethics.

The Moment u r in Tension
U will lose your Attenstion
Then U r in Total CONFUSION
And U'll Feel IRRITATION
This May Spoil Your Personal RELATIONS

And get things into COMPLICATION
Then U May Raise CAUTION
And U have to Take MEDICATION
Why not try understanding the SITUATION
And try to think about the SOLUTION
Many Problems will b Solved By DISCUSSION
Which will work out better in your PROFESSION
Don't think this is a free SUGGESTION
It is only for your PREVENTION
If u understand my INTENTION
U will never come in TENSION !!!!!!!!!

FROGS story

FROGS Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.
A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began....Honestly: No one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!!" "They will NEVER make it to the top." or: "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!" The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one....
Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher.... The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!" More tiny frogs got tired and gave up.... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top!
THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it? A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal? It turned out.... That the winner was DEAF!!!! The wisdom of this story is: Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic.... because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart! Always think of the power words have. Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions! Therefore: ALWAYS be.... POSITIVE!
And above all: Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams! Always think: God and I can do this! Pass this message on to 5 "tiny frogs" you care about.Give them some motivation!!! Most people walk in and out of your life......but FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart In two days tomorrow will be yesterday. Today is no special day and I have no particular reason for writing to you.. I have no news to tell you.... nor any problems to discuss with you.... or gossip to tell you... It's only one of those happy moments... when I thought of you... and I would like to share these thoughts with you... MANY SMILES BEGIN BECAUSE OF ANOTHER SMILE...

To The World You Might Be One Person; But To One Person You Might Be the World. You have been Tagged by the Froggy, which means you are a great friend!! ¤ »¥ «¤ »§ «¤ »¥ «¤ »§ «¤ »¥ «¤ »§ «¤ »§ «¤ »¥ «¤ If you fall down 10 times,Stand up the 11th
time smilling and raring to go again!

Christian Fellowship bowling outing =p

2day we have a bowling outing in one utama..... It just loads of fun and laughter! A great time to fellowship with each other! A lot of people went and it just cool as we can reach out to so many people especially non-christian! People will also noe that christian fellowship can organize something cool and fun! yay! =b... It is also a time where we discuss how to make CF more appealing to people...mun yee suggested that we should convey the christian msg using a more lively and light way... well, i agreed coz sometimes bible study is quite scary for new christian and non christian, so it will be better if there is christian jokes or something to make it less tensed up... Anyway,right now i am busy for new club Campus Friends, hope to make it a sucess and a place where people can make friends, to find out the purpose and passion in life . Btw, CF is having easter celebration at 7 of April in KDU auditorium... It is going to be a great event coz we have talentine, band singing, sketch (drama) and foods!! isnt it great? Simply cant wait for it! after march holiday i will be having recuitement drive for CF and campus frens... excited to meet up with all the new people! Basically i cant live without doing anything (beside studying la =b, exam soon =( ) i am just hyper! kekeke! God give me the strength and He is my refuge...Glory onto Him! Take care and have a nice day! God bless! Keep on shinning for Him!

Yay! the key!!!

yes,i found the key to heaven! thx God for giving me the key to unlock the door to heaven... All of us actually are given the key to heaven. but it is whether we want to receive the key or not. Some ppl may fear the suffering in the process of getting the key as in casting away all the sinful act that we done before...Some might fear the commitment after they found the key such as obeying God words. Some scared they will let God down as they can't resist the temptation of devil... for some youth, they are worried that they can't fit in the cool, happening or wordly ppl... yes,a lot of time we might feel different but bear in mind that there is judgement day to come and your rewards is going to pile up in heaven, what best is you gain eternity life as said in Bible...isnt that great? God love us alot u see and He send His only son Jesus to take away our sin....God is good, loving, graceful and merciful isn't it? When you feel like your world is falling down, cling on Him and you shall stand up again in God grace...

loneliness

we are always lonely arent we? we always hear that he or she is desperate and lonely...how much does tis loneliness control us? izzit like the song, i m lonely? do we be in a relationship just because we are lonely n seeking a cure? we can't deny that we are emotional being and will somehow feel lonely or the need to be love by someone. i admit that i do feel lonely n need of being love. But i channel by loneliness to make frens n serve God. God equal to love. He is the only person that satisfied me for the love i m always searching for. Because of Him,i found a faithful and true lover. He is the lover of my soul, accept all my flaws and even sacrcifice His only son Jesus to take our sin away. Through God, i learn to luv myself and others. He make me grateful n blessed to be who i am. Merciful and patient are what He potray to me! He will never leave me or closed the door no matter what i had done and nothing i can do to make Him love me more. have u experience before where you keep on tearing your heart bits by bits to others and end up losing ur heart or faith? But loving God is different, He won't abandon you or tell you that He want a break up or make your heart break. In fact,i rejoice everyday as a result of loving God. I remember the moral studies that i taken in college, loneliness is different with solitude. solitude is refreshing while loneliness is sadness and withdrawell from people. Solitide is feeling that you can control while loneliness is feelings that cant be control. Let talk about walking in a relationship... first,it is not easy. A lot of commitment is needed. emotional maturity is essential as you have to be strong in your emotion and you must love yourself before you love your partner. Love need a lot of patient,mutual respect, mutual understanding and commitment. it is not just a cure for loneliness nor trying him or her to see whether he or she is the right one. it is also not a dating game, or being in a relationship for the sake of dating or just for sexual pleasure. Love for me personally is to combine two soul into one, to complete and balance out eack other, and to understand each other. Love is pure and holy.

true frens

Just Friends VS. Best Friends
A Just Friend says..hi,..hello,..bye,...and walks away...
A Best friend always stop by your side & asks how r u doing ??

A Just Friend has never seen you cry.
A Best friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A Just Friend thinks the friendship is over, when you have an argument.
A Best friend knows that it's not a friendship, until after you've had a fight.

A Just Friend hates it when you call, after he has gone to bed.
A Best friend asks you.... why you took so long to call.

A Just Friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A Best friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A Just Friend jealous about your romantic history.
A Best friend wonders of your love story.....

A Just Friend expects you to be always there for any help.
A Best friend is always there, wherever you require any help.

A Just Friend doesn't have time in his/her busy schedule,
A Best friend always have time for you in his/her busy schedules....

A Just Friend phones you whenever he/she has some work,
A Best friend calls you often just to hear your voice.....

A Just Friend doesnt have anything to talk to you on phone
,A Best friend doesnt know...what all to finish...

Merry Christmas!! ppl

Just want to wish everybody a Blessed n Merry Christmas! Have a great new year ahead! there are alot of things i learned through the whole year of 2005...everybody i met are a learning for me, each of u guys is significants to me! God is so gud to me coz He gave me lots of angels as my frens! This year mark a new learning experiences for me, first i joined kdu college n den tis is my first year as a christian. my faith gain bits by bits through every case i encounter, no matter it is big or small.well, there are too many things i had encounter tis whole year n only God noes bout the true meaning of it, i will blog wat i remember later, hope my the stuff dat i shared can benefits u guys! God equals to luv! only through God i learn to luv n give my heart without fear of being disaponted coz i noe He is faithfully by my side! praise Him! He answer my prayer n light up darkness! will share my testimonial especially how He answer my prayer n how God blessed me through my life. my life is not wat u call perfect (as only God is perfect), i did had alot of suffering but those suffering make me who i m 2day. i learned through suffering n become tough n a person who understand how it felt to b in the condition. Most importantly, God perform His grace, miracle n power during the times, He heal me not only physically but emotionally. i no longer regret of what happen to me n give thanks for it.

omg A letter from devil

This can really make you think.
It actually made me mad while I was reading it This is deep.. and I wasn't going to share it but you'll see. It is very true!

A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.
You are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, you are mine. Remember, you and I have been going steady for years. and I still don't love you yet. He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long a possible to pay him back.

You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you. But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God. Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had. We have been cursing people out, stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, overeating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental, back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Church, bad attitudes. SURELY you don't want to give all this up. Come on, let's burn together forever.
I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you. I'd like to say "THANKS" for letting me use you for most of your foolish life. You are so gullible, I laugh at you.

When you are tempted to sin, you give in HA HA HA, you make me sick. Sin is beginning to take it's toll on your life. You look 20 years older, and now I need new blood. So go ahead and teach some children how to sin. All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while underaged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible. Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that.

Well, I have to let you go for now. I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess you sins, live for God with what little bit of life that you have left. t's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I still hate you.



wow, so how your feelings now? Are you guys aware of how much God love us and the devil hate us and able to tempt alot of ppl to sin. It never too late to change and turn to the right way for ppl dat had been tempted before. We are all sinners and Jesus take away our sin. Heaven is free and it all whether you want to believe in God anot. God is the truth,the way and the life! nothing you can do to make Him love you more and mothing you have done would make him close the door. Cheers! Praise Him! May the glory be with Him!

yipee!

Dear Beloveds,
One year is coming to an end! Praise God He has seen all of us through another year! We have been so blessed by Him! Continue to walk strong in Him and persevere to do all that He desire us to accomplish in our lives and through our lives.

As you spend time at home during the holidays, try to spend as much time with Jesus as you can and get to know Him and His ways deeper and better. Your future is in His hands!
Take care! God Bless! c ya next year!

A "Very Blessed Christmas and wonderful Year" to all of you!

a woman oni has ONE flaw...

By the time the Lord made woman,>>he was into his sixth day of working overtime.>>An angel appeared and said,>>"Why are you spending so much time on thisone?">>And the Lord answered,>> "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?>>She has to be completely washable, but notplastic,>>have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable>>and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,>>have a lap that can hold four children at one time,>>have a kiss that can cure anything from ascraped knee to a brokenheart>>-and she will do everything>>with only two hands.">>The angel was astounded at the requirements.>>"Only two hands!?>>No way!>>And that's just on the standard model?>>That's too much work for one day.>>Wait until tomorrow to finish.">>"But I won't," the Lord protested.>>"I am so close to finishing this creation that is soclose to my ownheart.>>She already heals herself when she is sick>>AND can work 18 hours a day.">>The angel moved closer and touched the woman.>>"But you have made her so soft, Lord.">>"She is soft," the Lord agreed,>>"but I have also made her tough.>>You have no idea what she can endure oraccomplish.">>"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.>>The Lord replied,>>"Not only will she be able to think,>>she will be able to reason and negotiate.">>The angel then noticed something,>>and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.>>"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model.>>I told you that you were trying to put too muchinto this one.">>"That's not a leak,">>the Lord corrected,>>"that's a tear!">>"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.>>The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressingher joy,>>her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love,>>her loneliness, her grief and her pride.">>The angel was impressed.>>"You are a genius, Lord.>>You thought of everything!>>Woman is truly amazing.">>And she is!>>Women have strengths that amaze men.>>They bear hardships and they carry burdens,>>but they hold happiness,>>love, and joy.>>They smile when they want to scream.>>They sing when they want to cry.>>They cry when they are happy>>and laugh when they are nervous.>>They fight for what they believe in.>>They stand up to injustice.>>They don't take "no" for an answer>>when they believe there is a better solution.>>They go without so their family can have.>>They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.>>They love unconditionally.>>They cry when their children excel>>and cheer when their friends get awards.>>They are happy when they hear about>>a birth or a wedding.>>Their hearts break when a friend dies.>>They grieve at the loss of a family member,>>yet they are strong when they think there is nostrength left.>>They know that a hug and a kiss>>can heal a broken heart.>>Women come in all shapes, sizes, and colors.>>They'll drive, fly, walk, run, or e-mail you>>to show how much they care about you.>>The heart of a woman is what makes the worldkeep turning.>>They bring joy, hope and love.>>They have compassion and ideals.>>They give moral support to their family and friends.>>Women have vital things to say and everything togive.>>HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW INWOMEN,>>IT IS THAT THEY sometimes FORGET THEIRWORTH.

"I'm with you, Darling"

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep itin the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter.The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant foradults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital. He died.The mother was stunned! She was terrified how she was going to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the deadchild, he looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

QUESTIONS: 1. What were the five words? 2. What is the implication of this story?

ANSWER: The husband just said "I am with you Darling".The husband's totally unexpected reaction is aproactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life.There is no point infinding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened. No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world."A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness,selfishness, andfears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.
MORAL OF THE STORY This story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human relationship.

did you know?

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?


Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are that actually need them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.


Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confidence in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that not mention it to you?


Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?

Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.


But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.

"One day, we mad people will change the world...or we are already changing it " THE BALL IS NOW IN YOUR COURT... If the world were to end in 24 hours,all the phone lines, chat rooms and email will be saturated from people sending messages to others, saying: "I regret having made you feel bad", "Pardon me", "I love you", "I hold you in high esteem", take good care of yourself" and sometimes "I have always loved you, only I never told you".

a letter

A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the centre of the bed. It was addressed, "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mum and you. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice, even with all her piercings, tattoos, and her tight Motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion dad, she's pregnant and Joan said that we will be very happy. Even though you won't care for her as she is so much older than I, she already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. She wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Joan taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with her friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Joan can get better; she sure deserves it!! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grandchildren. Your son, John
PS: Dad, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you!Call when it is safe for me to come home.

Read only if you have time for God

Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom., I thought...I don't have time for this... And ... this is really inappropriate during work.
Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is exactly what has caused lot of the problems in our world today.
We do like to have Him around during sickness... And, of course, at funerals.
However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because that's the part of our lives we think we can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking...
That there is a time or place where...HE is not to be FIRST in my life.
We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.
If you aren't ashamed to do this...Please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."Not ashamed?
Yes, I do Love God. HE is my source of existence and Savior.
He keeps me functioning each and every day.
Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, He strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)
This is the simplest test.
THE POEM
I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work for bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer and jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done. My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time to spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends, they'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do
That was my constant cry, no time to give to souls in need ...
But, at last, the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord. I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said "Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down ...But never found the time." Make sure that you scroll through to the end. Easy vs. Hard Why is it so hard to tell the truth but yet so easy to tell a lie?
Why are we so sleepy in church but right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?
Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?
Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?
Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?
Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?
Do you give up? Think about it. Just remember - God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!
Of all the free gifts we may receive, prayer is the very best one...
There are no costs, but wonderful rewards ... GOD BLESS!
May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will ... This message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it? Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).

To my angels

This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, he saw me, and he asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?"
I responded: " Lord, please take care of the person who is reading this message , their family and their special friends.
They deserve it, and I love them very much". The love of God is like the ocean: you can see its beginning, but not it's end.
Angels exist, but sometimes, since they don't all have wings, we call them friends, such as you.
take care my angels!

mr bean!!! hahaha!

) BRAIN TUMOR:Doctor: I regret to tell you that you have a brain tumor.
Mr. Bean: Yesss!!! (jumps in joy)Doctor: Did you understand what I just told you?
Mr. Bean: Yes of course, do you think I'm dumb?Doctor: Then why are you so happy?
Mr. Bean: Because that proves that I have a brain!


2) MR. BEAN WHILE IN GRADE SCHOOL:Teacher: What is 5 plus 4?
Mr. Bean: 9 Teacher: What is 4 plus 5?
Mr. Bean: Are you trying to fool me, you've just twisted the figure, the answer is 6!!


3) WHILE IN A DRUG STORE:Mr. Bean: I'd like some vitamins for my grandson.
Clerk: Sir, vitamin A, B or C?
Mr. Bean: Any will do, my grandson doesn't know the alphabet yet!!


4) AT AN ATM MACHINE:Friend: What are you looking at?
Mr. Bean: I know your PIN no., hee, hee.Friend: Alright, what is my PIN no. if you saw it?
Mr. Bean: four asterisks (****)!


5) Marriage:Friend: How many women do you believe must a man marry?
Mr. Bean: 16Friend: Why?
Mr. Bean: Because the priest says 4 richer, 4 poorer, 4 better and 4worse.


6) CHATTING WITH HIS FRIEND:Friend: How was the tape you borrowed from me, is it Ok?
Mr. Bean: What do you mean ok, I thought it's a horror film. I didn't see any picture.Friend: What tape did you took anyway?
Mr. Bean: Head Cleaner.


7)DEATH OF HIS MOTHER:
Mr. Bean:(crying) the doctor called, Mom's dead.
Friend: condolence, my friend.(After 2 minutes) Mr. Bean cries even louder
Friend: what now?Mr. Bean: my sister just called, her mom died too!


8) MR. BEAN ATTENDING A MEETING:Colleague: Sorry I'm late. I got stuck in an elevator for 4 hrs because of a power failure.
Mr. Bean: That's alright, me too...I got stuck on the escalator for 3 hrs.


9) Spelling lesson:Mr. Bean's Son: Dad, what is the spelling of successful....is it one c or two c?
Mr. Bean: Make it three c to be sure

guilty or not

Yesterday i was rushing to church for URM duty. I beat the traffic lightbecause i needto rush to reach by 5pm. I realise thru my rear mirror that a police car wastailing me frombehind. I know i was in trouble. I drive slowly to see if he will wave me tothe side of theroad. True enough he did. He walked up to me and asked for my ic & drivinglicense. I told him i was rushing to church because i am already late. Hethen looked at the bible beside me. Straight away i said, " I know why youstop me. Give me a summon because i know i am wrong."The policeman ask, "Mengapa mau saman?" I said, " Because I am wrong. Idrive thru the red light."He said, "Tiada saman. I am only concern about your safety. You can go now."I was so touch by this young, handsome, malay policeman.This has reminded me that we need to be quick to tell God we are guilty ifwe are in the wrong.A lot of people (not URM definately) has forgotten how merciful our God canbe if we are willing to come to the Father!God Bless all of you.

daddy's empty chair

A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father.When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows.An empty chair sat at his bedside.
The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit."I guess you were expecting me, he said.'No, who are you?" said the father.The minister told him his name and then remarked,I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up,""Oh yeah, the chair,"said the bedridden man."Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door."I have never told anyone this,not even my daughter," said the man."But all of my life I have never known how to pray.At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer,but it went right over my head."I abandoned any attempt at prayer,"the old man continued," until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me,"Johnny, prayer is just a simple matter of having a conversation with Jesus.Here is what I suggest." Sit down in a chair;place an empty chair in front of you,and in faith see Jesus on the chair.It's not spooky
because he promised,I will be with you always'."Then just speak to him in the same way you're doing with me right now.""So, I tried it and I've liked it so much that I do it a couple of hours every day.I'm careful though If my daughter saw me talking to an empty chair,she'd either have a nervous breakdown or send me off to the funny farm."The minister was deeply moved by the story and encouraged the old man to continue on the journey.Then he prayed with him, anointed him with oil,and returned to the church. Two nights la ter the daughter called to tell the minister that her daddy had died that afternoon.
Did he die in peace?" he asked. Yes, when I left the house about two o'clock,he called me over to his bedside,
told me he loved me and kissed me on the cheek.When I got back from the store an hour later,I found him dead.
But there was something strange about his death. Apparently, just before Daddy died,he leaned over and rested his head on the chair beside the bed. What do you make of that?"The minister wiped a tear from his eye and said,"I wish we could all go like that."
Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive.
I asked God for water,
He gave me an ocean.
I asked God for a flower,
He gave me a garden.
I asked God for a friend,
He gave me all of YOU...
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

my holidays!!

yipeee, one week of holiday! so cool! well.my family, grannny n uncle family is going to malaca tis fri... before fri, my family especially mum n me did all the things we need to do before the vacation. i help my dad to type his invoice beside helping mum n reading novel... hehe, sound like alot to do eh, but i spend most of my time reading novel! lol! anyway, the trip to malaca is fun n fattening coz we eat alot there! lol~.~ not forgeting dat i have chance to play squash n golf at the resort we stay! its so fabulous! one thing made me most happy of the trip is my parent thx me for take care of my granny... it means dat they trust me more n noe dat i m more responsible coz before tis i m quite dependent n my parent never really trust me to take care of myself therefore they dun really allow me to go out...now i realized i need to show my parent dat i m trying to b ready for my future especially while i m working. the coversation wit my frens bout how to gain more trust from my parent guide me to solve the problem i alwiz have which is not trusted by my parent... mayb i m a problem creater at home to my parent! lol! i dun bother to show them dat i can take care of myself n be more responsible, the lazy devil alwiz made me like tis,hehe! btw, now i m trying to b more resposible such as helping dad while mum is at Kedah studying...i noticed dat everyday life is a learning process to me, i gain alot of understanding n experiences through daily life. i m sure u guys r going through it also...one thing,growing up is not the same as growing old! hehe! u must try to grow up spritually such as b more responsible but it is not the same as making urself boring! u can b mature n also have fun! why not? there is time for serious n also fun,rite? some stuff like God,family, frens,assignment,relationship,the way u potray ur image to ppl n ur view toward life are wat i consider serious stuff. Maturity also means viewing stuff in a bigger view n chill out on small stuff...sumtimes we tend to get angry by small little stuff dat we can actually laugh at it,rite? come on, life is too short to b so serious or angry bout, i m also learning to laugh at small stuff! sumtimes, ppl tease u bout ur look or ur cloths n u get angry by the comment but isnt it great if we can joke on our weakness n tell ppl dat it is all by God grace n they are laughing at God creation or u can ask them "do u thing it is rite to make fun of God as i m moulded by His own hand?" things become better wen u c it in a positive way....ur life may be sucks n u r blaming it on everyone but instead of blaming why not make it better by working hard, i m sure ur life will change eventually. sumtimes, ppl who live in a poor conditions tend to b more sucessful coz they really work hard to have a better life. God have alot to offer us, it whether we want to grab the chance anot...

check it out !! meaningful....

check it out !!
Message: Message: A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your
question, go to the paddy field and choose the
biggest paddy and come back.

But the rule is: you can go through them only
once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row,
he saw one big paddy, but he wonders ....may be
there is a bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one... but may be
there is a even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the
paddy field, he start to realize that the paddy is not
as
big as the previous one he saw, he know he has
missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!!

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with
empty hand. The teacher told him, "...this is love...
you keep looking for a better one, but when later
you realize, you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your
question, go to the corn field and choose the
biggest corn and come back.

But the rule is: you can go through them only
once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he
is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when
he reach the middle of the field, he has
picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy,
and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back
a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and
you
have faith and believe this is the best one
you get.... this is marriage."

Let it go... Trust me..

Hope this short mail will touch your hearts in a small way. Enjoyreading. Letting Go. Jenny was a bright-eyed, pretty five-year-old girl. One day when she and her mother were checking out at the grocery store, Jenny saw a plastic pearl necklace priced at $2.50. How she wanted that necklace and when she asked her mother if she would buy it for her, her mother said, "Well, it is a pretty necklace, but it costs an awful lot of money. I'll tell you what. I'll buy you the necklace, and when we get home we can make up a list of chores that you can do to pay for the necklace. And don't forget that for your birthday Grandma just might give you a whole dollar bill, too. Okay?" Jenny agreed, and her mother bought the pearl necklace for her. Jenny worked on her chores very hard everyday, and sure enough, her Grandma gave her a brand new dollar bill for her birthday. Soon Jenny had paid off the pearls. How Jenny loved those pearls. She wore them everywhere - to kindergarten, bed, and when she went out with her mother to run errands. The only time she didn't wear them was in the shower - her mother had told her that they would turn her neck green. Now Jenny had a very loving daddy. When Jenny went to bed, he would get up from his favorite chair every night and read Jenny her favorite story. One night when he finished the story, he said, "Jenny, do you love me?" "Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you," the little girl said. "Well, then, give me your pearls." "Oh daddy, not my pearls!" Jenny said! . "But y ou can have Rosie, my favorite doll. Remember her? You gave her to me last year for my birthday. And you can have her tea party outfit, too. Okay?" "Ohno, darling, that's okay." Her father brushed her cheek with a kiss. "Good night, little one." A week later, her father once again asked Jenny after her story,"Do you love me?" "Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you." "Well, then, give me your pearls." "Oh, Daddy, not my pearls! But you can have Ribbons, my toy horse. Do you remember her? She's my favorite. Her hair is so soft, and you can play with it and braid it and everything. You can have Ribbons if you want her, Daddy," the little girl said to her father. "No, that's okay," her father said and brushed her cheek again with a kiss. "God bless you, little one. Sweet dreams." Several days later, when Jenny's father came in to read her a story, Jenny was sitting on her bed and her lip was trembling. "Here, Daddy," she said, and held out her hand. She opened it and her beloved pearl necklace was inside. She let it slip into her father's hand. With one hand her father held the plastic pearls and with the other he pulled out of his pocket a blue velvet box. Inside of the box were real, genuine, beautiful pearls. He had them all along. He was waiting for Jenny to give up the cheap stuff so he could give her the real thing. So it is with our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasure. Isn't God good? Are you holding onto things God wants you to let go of? Are you holding onto harmful or unnecessary partners, relationships, habits and activities you have become so attached to that it seems impossible to let go?Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand but do believe this one thing.................God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.

haha.... s simply kids' mind is actually good... ^^

You'll enjoy this; and maybe itwill test your brainpower... *****************************************1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conference. All the animals attend... except one. Which animal does not attend? Correct Answer: The Elephant. The elephant is in the refrigerator. You just put him in there.This tests your memory. Okay, even if you did not answer the first three questions correctly, you still have one more chance to show your true abilities. 4. There is a river you must cross but it is used by crocodiles, and you do not have a boat. How do you manage it? Correct Answer: You jump into the river and swim across. Have you not been listening? All the crocodiles are attending the Animal Meeting.This tests whether you learn quickly from your mistakes. According to Anderson Consulting Worldwide, around 90% of the professionals they tested got all questions wrong, but many preschoolers got several correct answers. Anderson Consulting says this conclusively disproves the theory that most professionals have the brains of a four-year-old.

this is so true!!! wow!

A group of working adults got together to visit their University lecturer. The Lecturer was happy to see them. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. The lecturer just smiled and went to the kitchen to get an assortment of cups - some porcelain, some in plastic, some in glass, some plain looking and some looked rather expensive and exquisite. The Lecturer offered his former students the cups to get drinks for themselves. When all the students had a cup in hand with water, the Lecturer spoke: "If you noticed, all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal that you only want the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. What all you wanted was water, not the cup, but we unconsciously went for the better cups." "Just like in life, if Life is Water, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold/maintain Life, but the quality of Life doesn't change." "If we only concentrate on the cup, we won't have time to enjoy/taste the water in it." "Ability may take you to the top, but it takes character to keep you there."-John Wooden, Basketball Coach.

journal from kducf multiply (what is the right way? what is the truth?)

In the year A.D. 30 many Jews and God-fearing Gentiles who had gathered in Jerusalem for the Jewish feast of Pentecost asked this question after hearing Peter speak to the crowds about Jesus. We also asked ourselves this very same question, as does everyone who thinks more deeply about the sense of life, regardless of whether they are an atheist, a Buddhist or a Catholic.
We have come from a wide range of backgrounds, religious and non-religious, but we have all come to realise that the many different paths available do not lead to one and the same destination. There are so many ways out there to choose from - so many people offering answers; Protestants, Catholics, Jehovah's Witnesses, Adventists, Methodists, Pentecostals, Buddhists, Muslims, atheists, ... The question is:
What is the right way? What is truth?
The answer you often hear is, "Everybody has his own truth", or, "No one can really know it". In our opinion, such statements contradict the fact that there is an objective reality. Either the earth is round or it is flat. It cannot be both. The one reality remains absolute and unchanged regardless of the way you look at it. It is the same with religious questions. When it comes down to it, it is not possible for two opposing and contradictory alternatives to exist simultaneously - one for you and one for me. If the reality is that there is a resurrection after death, then there cannot be reincarnation. You cannot have both eternal life after death and the annihilation of the soul. If matter was created by God it cannot have existed from eternity. Or let us consider some other questions to which contradictory answers cannot both be right: Is Jesus God, or is he not? Does God predestine people to condemnation, or does He give them free will? Can a Christian fall away from God, or is he 'once saved, always saved'? Is man sinful by nature, or is he not? Does hell exist, or does it not?
Questions like these ought to inspire everyone who wants to get to know God's nature to form an opinion. Can we remain indifferent when faced with these questions if we are interested in finding out how to live according to God's will?
To find answers to these questions we do not think that we need a new revelation, or some kind of new special method of interpreting the Bible. Nor do we think that we are the source of the truth - we are very aware of our imperfections and humbly accept our limitations - but we believe that truth is accessible, because Jesus revealed it to mankind.
The majority of people hold the opinion that there is no absolute truth. In our society, the view that the truth is relative is the predominating ideology. Many people have become accustomed to this stream of thought and think that one's idea of truth is relative and has no validity for others: "What seems good to me is what is right for me!" However, if everything has the same validity, then in the end nothing matters. The standard according to which good and bad, right and wrong are measured is completely missing. Everyone can find something to suit his own personal taste and needs. People paint their own picture of heaven, choosing the colours from a palette of their own desires and wishes, creating their own religion, which seems to fit well enough for the time being... In fact, religion is widely treated as yet another branch of the arts, like the world of fashion in which people shape trends and trends, in turn, shape people. However, God's way is different...
How does God want me to use my life?
In God's eyes every person who does not seek the truth is enslaved. But Jesus wants to deliver us from slavery - it's up to us to accept his offer.
So Jesus was saying to those Jews who had believed Him, "If you continue in My word, {then} you are truly disciples of Mine; and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free." (John 8:31-32)
The truth will make us free - this means that we need to see the truth about ourselves, we need to realise and confess our sinfulness, and accept that we need God's forgiveness through Jesus, as Peter said:
Repent and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and you shall receive the Gift of the Holy Spirit. (Acts 2:38)
Then He can give us the power to give up our sins and live a holy life, then He can give us the strength to devote our whole life to serve Him. Jesus wants to redeem us, He wants to set us free from selfish desires and sexual sins, from vanity and envy, from the feeling of inferiority and pride, from arrogance and the urge to win the favour of other people.
Jesus also wants to set us free from all kinds of deceptive teachings which lead people to concentrate on themselves even more in the effort to save themselves. But He also wants to set us free from wrong ideas which people call Christianity, where people devote vast amounts of time and energy to the cause of social justice but neglect the spiritual fight against sin.
Jesus wants to free us from teachings which provide an assurance of God's forgiveness but forget that discipleship is all about following Jesus. He wants to liberate us from doctrines which promise God's grace, but renounce obedience as legalistic. For this reason we seek the truth, searching for God's will in both our lives and teaching.
This search for God's will led us to the question:
What should a Christian community be like?
The community of Christians in Jerusalem that formed after the apostles' preaching is described in Acts 2:
They were continually devoting themselves to the apostles' teaching and to fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer... Day by day continuing with one mind in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, they were taking their meals together with gladness and sincerity of heart... (Acts 2:42 and 46)
For Christians in that time it was natural to come together for fellowship and to deal with the teaching every day. Their common life bore witness to their great interest in, and love for God and their brothers and sisters. We, too, have this sincere desire to share our lives with our sisters and brothers in faith, to read the Bible together, and to take part in each other's joys, sorrows and spiritual fights. We are very thankful that we can live in a time when good transport and convenient working hours make daily community possible. For us, daily community is an expression of love and a result of the wish to live out what we believe, to devote our time to God and to our brothers and sisters in faith. We use our time for the things that are important for us.
If someone says, "I love God," and hates his brother, he is a liar; for the one who does not love his brother whom he has seen, cannot love God whom he has not seen. 1 John 4:21 And this commandment we have from Him, that the one who loves God should love his brother also. (1 John 4:20-21)
This vibrant, committed fellowship is of great value in helping us to strengthen one another in our struggles and practice the principle expressed in the Bible:
But encourage one another day after day, as long as it is still called "Today," so that none of you will be hardened by the deceitfulness of sin. (Hebrews 3:13)
We do not want to build superficial relationships or show a good front to one another and by doing so avoid revealing the reality about ourselves. Instead, we confess our sins and weaknesses to one another in order to help one another in the fight for holiness, following the example of Jesus.
...love one another, even as I have loved you... (John 13:34)
This is the kind of love we want to live - not just on Sundays or at celebrations but every day alike; not only with particular friends but with anyone who wants to live in the truth.

sweet story

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die...

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL ........AND YOU WILL CRY...

Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could." Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said: "Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that? Signed with Love from: God, Jesus &Me.

joke

4 husbands were sitting at the waiting room in a hospital while waiting for their wives birth giving. Then a nurse came out and told to the first daddy, "Congratulations,you got twins!". "Ohh.. maybe its a coincident" said the daddy. "I am working with the Petronas Twin Towers". Then another nurse came out and told to the second daddy, "Congratulations! You have triplets!" "Wooow!, this is a coincident too" said the second daddy "I am working for 3M Corporation" Another nurse came out and told the third daddy, "Congratulations! isteri you dapat kembar empat," "Alhamdulillah! Maybe this is also a coincident". "I kerja di Four Season Hotel!" While, the fourth daddy-to-be were in uncontrol worry. All the 3 daddies asked him, "why do you seem so worry??" He answered, "i am working with Seven-Eleven !!!"

my blur case

let me tell u wat is the condition of my blur case...i went out wit my best fren n her frens to midvalley for a movie. Everything was so great! after movie n lunch we walk around(duh,it MEGA SALES!! GRILS, U NOE WAT TO DO!) After all the window shopping n around 5.40pm, we decided to call it a day. my best fren mum haven't come to pick her up so i wait for her whereas others go back to their houses. after her mum came, i went back using ktm train alone...i was quite sleepy at dat time n i just listen rougly to the anouncer. After a station name batam (i think) my best fren called me n ask whether i m back home anot.which i answer no,i told her dat i get on tis train quite long d n the train just pass station batam...she have only one sentence which is u got on the wrong train...tis is the last thing u wanna hear, trust me! i doubt the words at first n i keep asking is she serious a not...untill i get to another station which is Nilai only i realized her words is true n i was still on phone wit her...i quickly get down the train as she told me n cross the bridge to wait for the right train! i feel like a loser wen i get down n wait there! i started thinking m i so blur n stupid or silly?? i pray so hard for God guidance n helping hands! my fren have to comfort me n guide me so dat i dun repeat again this mistake! After waiting awhile finally the train came...i keep on checking the station wit my best fren n looking at the route map!i dun wan the second time n its getting late at nite! after spending around 3 hours in the train, i finally get to ktm kepong...whew! after dat i took a cab n off i m back to my house! safe n sound! thank God so much!!praise God! thank God for His mercy n grace! once again He is my Saviour!amen! Amazing grace!

my writing about life....

Wow, this is about our life!!! Some of you might ask what is the big deal about our life??? If you ask that you are so wrong! There are a lot of philosophies and issues in our life!!! It is big deal dear people, trust me! Well, of course I’m not going to write about philosophy as I am not a philosopher! Whew, what a relief for you guys! Ha-ha! But (oh no! I know what you guys are thinking! I know a bit of mind reading! Just kidding!) I will write about issues in life that are quite important. Bear with me for this exclusive life journey! You might not agree with me in this walk of life but don’t worry, I won’t force you to accept all my opinions, ways and styles! I know you guys have your own great opinions…use your critical thinking power while reading my book and feel free to disagree or criticize! One concept that I learned is when people criticize you, (duh, of course you feel angry! How dare he/she comment you like that is the line running through your head) what you should do is to try to get over the anger emotion and analyze what he/she said (s what he/she said true? what is it that I should change?), then you decide whether to change yourself. Comment or critics from people are important to let us be aware of how we portray ourselves in people’s eyes and obtain useful advice to let us grow in becoming a better person. Of course there are situations where you don’t have to care about how people think of you! If you are nervous about how people see you, you tend to be acting or fake around them which is not good because you can’t be yourself and you are sure enough let people see that you are not comfortable there! Hmm, how to prevent this from happening is to be confident (how to be confident? Keep in your mind that you are special and useful in your own unique way! Praise God for that! In God eyes, everyone is a grace to Him!), don’t wear too outstanding clothes (my own opinion & experience) and know that everyone is not perfect, dun worry about your flaw too much (of course it will be best if you try to make your strength overshadow your weakness) because everybody has! Just act natural and cool about it! Dun sweat about it! What to write some more? Click, searching for brain neurons…what!!! Error, no brain neurons detected! Impossible! I wouldn’t be living if my brain neurons die, I would either be heaven or hell (hope it is heaven! Arhh, don’t want to crack my head about it and by the way, it is in God hand!) It true, research show it! Go log on internet and check for yourself! Don’t be lazy! I mean myself! Opps, reveal my weakness! Hehe!) The word ‘impossible’, wouldn’t it be great if we turn it to ‘I am possible’! Done research already about the brain neurons? Don’t tell me you don’t know what is internet? If you don’t, you better don’t life in this era… just joking! Don’t go and try to kill yourself because I shan’t be responsible towards your life! Talk about putting responsible upon life, I found out that nowadays people tend to commit suicide when they face problems that I personally feel can be solve with some guidance. Trust me; there is no problem big enough worth to die for! Why modern or civilized act so uncivilized? Like people from thousand ages ago who don’t know how precious is a life. Guidance is needed in this case. Anyone else intend to become a counselor? With the stress of job, money or other kind of pressure mankind are facing, this job promise a good fortune and future! Since when did I recommend people job? A minute ago I guess? One thing is your life is given by God (in Malaysia, there are many religion, so suit yourself!) and you have no right or privilege to take your life like that! I take it as a selfish act for people who commit suicide! It is true that everything end when they die but it is a different stories for their loved one especially their family, relatives and friends. Their loved one has to bare the memory and sadness until the end of their life! I know it is harsh to say but isn’t it is an act of cruel? Well, I left it for you to think and analyze it. Think about it, how many unlucky people in world are suffering from all kind of various diseases struggle to breath for one day, a few hours, 1 hour or even 1 minute! What did they do to deserve it? Some are just small kids! Only God know because He plans everything with hidden meaning (Uh oh, God is secretive aren’t He? Dun worry, the truth will be revealed one day! He is merciful and graceful towards us because He send His only son Jesus to die for us!) If you think your life sucks and you want to end it right now, wake up! Go check around the world and you will find out that there are many needy people in this world that waiting for miracle so that they can live. You will totally swimming in your own tears when you see them. Try being a social worker, you will be give thanks that you are able to live, you will be much happier and definitely cherish or perish the time in your entire life! Helping people give you a sense of fullness and happiness because you are able to help them. I don’t think there are many people willing to become social worker as there are plenty things for us to do in life such as homework assignment, preparing exam if you are student and if you are working, your working day already take up half of your day. With so many things for us to accomplish, we might feel stress if we couldn’t accomplish what we plan to. This is where stress management is important. Many class or books about stress management have been here to reach out for people who need it. If you don’t know how to manage stress, you might end up in mental hospital (I won’t want to visit you because I am scared! Joking!) Maybe for some people shouting or throwing tantrum towards people (that not the way to get out emotion and you just hurt people feelings, I used to be like that as my emotion is unstable) my suggestion is exercising or anything that get the sweat out of your body (this work for me at least), you can also shout it loud at a place where no human beings are detected. Why not talk to your intimate or trustable adult or counselor. One point here, when you are in the middle of heat or fire, quickly runs away because you don’t want people to get fire burn, I mean hurt anybody. You must also blurt what make you angry because if you don’t, one day the volcano will explode (seriously!) you will certainly break down and become insane(oh no) if you don’t know how to mange stress! Actually there is a scientific name for this stress disease (go back home and look for medical dictionary! hehe!)

In this new generation, humankind needs to work or study extra hard to survive! You have to be better than others in order to crab a place in work or study. There are so called stratagems involve especially in workplace. It isn’t just about work but relationship or the bond between people (sigh that the hard part and it is what make people stress! That why there are a lot of books or talks about how to manage human relationships in work) Why oh why it is so hard to deal with human? I guess it is because everyone wants to become successful in life and this make them put on a mask while they are in work place, never use their heart while dealing with people. Another thing is each one of us has different personality as we are brought up by different way, culture, value and religion. (Well, that what make the world “colorful”, isn’t it?)

I remember one Chinese quote that say it is good that we can speak human language when we deal with human and speak ghost language while we deal with ghost; but it is best if we speak ghost language while dealing with human beings yet they still can understand what we say and speak human language while dealing with ghost yet they still can understand us! This for sure isn’t easy to be done! Practice make perfect! Sounds familiar? It true! Anything that we do, preparation and practice make us more confident as we know well what to do because we already get use to it! I hope I will remain silent to my words!! Ha-ha! Because alot of time i didn follow my own words!

Oh yea, you guys heard the phrase an eye for an eye and an apple for an apple? Do you guys agree with it? I will not force you guys to view the same as I do but I am just merely giving my point. Of course you repay a kindness with kindness. When it comes to evil it is a different thing, normally people will take revenge. Bible (seriously, it is not as boring as you think, trust me!) did say that an eye for an eye but it doesn’t need to be done like that! Why can’t we overcome evil with good and leave all the injustice in God’s hands? I know you might think that it is stupid to do that but one thing is hating a people will not make you any good but only fill your heart with hatred. Furthermore, you will feel angry, unhappy, sad and more negative emotion. This is bad because why you want to punish yourself with other people sin? You are putting the burden onto your shoulder, doesn’t u think so? I know that it hurt a lot to bear when people done evil on you but you have to understand that human aren’t perfect and they are living in darkness! What you can do is show them love and bear with them, it not easy to do and a lot of patience is needed. Don’t you feel lighter once you forgive those evil things that people do to you? The joy and happiness just back to you like that (whoosh, magic!) Talk about overcoming evil things, temptations and problems, you will have to overcome it everyday! It is just whether small problems or major breakdown in your life. Believe me; I deal with it almost everyday! One thing is you don’t feel shy to admit your weakness and that you will need guide from the right source (right source is very important because they will give you right advice, I get this words from one of my friend and don’t you think it is true?)

The right influence is important because as a human, we are easy to being influence by our surrounding. How to get right influence? I personally think that it is done by joining extra-curriculums in school, good affiliation, sports and of course religion places (these places will give peace to your soul and every religion promotes good values in life!) One thing about religion is if we are saved (I am using Christianity sample, I apologized if I have offend anybody), it is right that we should hate sin but we shouldn’t hate sinner but we should love them and support them! This is so true; judge yourself before you judge others! I admit that we always judge people especially by the first impression. We are always stereotyping people without any reason. I have to be frank that I may judge people unconsciously and I am changing myself. You know why we shouldn’t do that? This is because everyone is special or different and you might never know what you can learn from the people you judge! Think about the feelings when you are being judge, if you hate being judge then why should you judge? Do you feel happy if other people sad? Of course it is clear that we can humbly confront the people when we know that they are doing sin. It is our responsibility to carefully tell people especially when we know they are committing sin. There is a saying which is a gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man perfected without adversity. There are a lot of hardship to go through before you truly grow up as a human (no one is perfect, I am being honest!). We are growing especially spiritually everyday through the things we gone through. There are a lot of these love thingy people like to know about, I have come across this saying by a writer. If you like a person but he/she doesn’t like you back, then he/she isn’t worthwhile for you to wait (I have this experience before, it is hard to forget but time will wash everything and let the feeling over by making yourself focusing on other things like studies, sports and others) Find a person who know how to appreciate, accept, love, care for you and endure you! In quest for searching love, you don’t have to lower your value or compromise your belief (this is a debate by many people because some believe that they should change themselves to get love and some believe they shouldn’t, what you guys think?) don’t waste your time waiting for a person who doesn’t worth it, go on with your life and search for people who will understand you and remain your friends no matter up or downs. God is a suitable person for this friend that we need, He will be beside you until the very last breath of yours and He is forever faithful!