Been joining BUC (Bandar Utama Chapel) since last year October (if I am not mistaken)... Its really nice small congregation and its a cell church... Its great to belong to a family of God-Body of Christ... This year Easter, I have been approached to make decision regarding Baptism. Together with Aaron Tam, we have a talk with our Growth Group (cell) Elder or also known as Pastor, Uncle Hock Seng about it.. Even as that time, God use this time to show me how my church function as a Body of Christ... God let me see how the BUC members support each other (elders opening house to the members, prayers for each other, parenting helps and also funeral time) I see the fellowship thr...Even as Uncle Hock Seng say, Baptism is to proclaim that u now belong to this family of Christ... I also receive Breads in Church which is one of the main functions of church.... btw, i didn't realized how much tis church have people who truly support the members and a place whr God presence comfort instead of condemning or pressuring u when u sin, untill I experience..i won't really reveal the detail of what happen (sorry for no juicy detail- bbtw, i dun think it is juicy at all) as i find it not necessary..wat matters is lessons learned and God forgiveness transfrom me and bring me to another level of submission... He heal me regarding my desire to grow up and break free, I believe in a lie that I am imature and childish as what my parent said since small. I strruggle with inadequate feeling, therefore tries anything to proof that I am capable such as being rebelious and striving hard... I learned from a hard way the first lesson of submissions, still more to come... Praise God for His ever comforting hands and embrace even as I failed Him, assuring me it will be alright with His tender voice... He lifted up all the burden and pressure with His love, only wen I am vulnerable HE can work in me...I can only surrender and abandon myself at that time..When u r the weakest, God is the strongest..Even though it happens about 1 months ago..i will contantly be reminded of it and I won't regret it happens as I truly learned form my mistake.. I won't trade it with anything...For Jesus came to change ashes into Beauty...Thanks for people who stand by me even as this time... God bless
