Friday, June 20, 2008

intro of a blog-courtesy of anna

anna found this blog by random and i find it veri nice.. the post about father is just beautiful..

http://www.trevorromain.com/blog/archives/2007/06/

after i read the letter from the writer to his dad, i just wan my dad n also mum to know that i really appreciate them for what they did for me n just for being my parent.. and i hope i am not a burden to them...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

movies

ok..let see.. i watch iron man, kung fu panda and amazing grace..


iron man- its a techno movie, somewat cause a hit like transformer and all.. this for me is a movie with a plot that will leave you want to be hero.. an epic story which consist of actions, great gadgets, brain, adventures, romance and a purpose to live and to fight for.. our hero here is heart broken when his father is mentioned as he died in car accident and all.. in the "wilderness" when he was captured by the bad guys, he finally realize about his life and his dad life.. and he found his purpose and use his genious for great purpose (the one for his heart and to stop destruction of world, which is the suit of couse).. bfore dat, he just lead empty life, drinking, leisure, sex and leave the company in the hand of his workers or guardiance.. and i think the plot regarding the betrayer of guardiance is certainly painful as it should be someone you trust.. and the aloneness as he is on a project no one trusted can come true.. and of course, nice cars, nice suit and all..oh, and imitation is always not original .. like the iron suit the guardian copied... he didnt think of the ice problem.. romance wen he chosen this sweet asistance of his instead of flings,a gal dat stayed with him throughout years and is trusted with his wellbeing.. dat can go through dangerous time for him..


kung fu panda- i like this line, thr is no secret ingredient, but if you believe it is, it will be so.. and this is also a movie of searching a depth of identity.. searching of who you are.. and that do you become what ur parent think u should or you pursue your passion (the dream he have at the start of the movie) while honouring them.. also, the sifu learned that to train a person, you have to believe in him and find a unique wat to train.. no one is the same way.. panda also struggle with the fact that no one look up to him as the chosen one, that he is capable to achieve the task.. he also compared himself to the furious five who are greatly trained in kung fu..bside the point he idolized the furious five and so excited to know them..here you can see the issue of intidimation (or inadequate) is one dat ppl suffered... when the danger lurk, he give in to low self esteem and doubt and fear.. bt last minute his dad reminded him of the 'secret ingredient' thus allowed him to choose the victory.. oh as victory and respect from others are in hand, panda did not forget his sifu and show respect to him..he also accompanied him after dat.. ppl especially young ppl are hunger and in search for a sage-someone to trained you with wisdom and love.. and we need to learn the art of submitting, respecting and blessing them.. its a beautiful plot..with lotsa sense of humour.. like Po said in his animated dream, thr is no charge to awesomeness and atrractiveness!

amazing grace- beautiful history.. a man that is given this burden to fight for slaves even as he himself is sick and the fight took years bfore he and the others suceeded in abolishing the slaves rules.. tis is another epic movie too.. with a cause to fight for and romance... i like the romance here, which took years to blossom and build.. of course the politic is another important element in House of Common.. this may not be an easy movie to understand per say..but its a heart stirring one.. to see one nearly lost hope in a battle for a better world and then hope arise again, ushering more ideas to win the fight.. the purpose one hold which prompt him to live on.. the cry of one heart who have been through the horrible experience yet ppl leave wen the issue is being preach or brought up.. one thing, this movie focus richly on the fighther of the cause rather on the ppl dat is in the cause.. if they show a little scene dat slaves on the ship in boxes instead of just the tools, it will be more effective.. tis will enable the audiences to "smell the death" on the madagascar ship.. oh, and i can't explain the feeling when victory were finally gained after all the years.. the intensity of it.. imagine, relieved, joy, "finally we did it" and the "I win" feelings.the mixture of feelings..

Sunday, June 08, 2008

something came to me......

As i said in previous post, i am bursting with thoughts and words..

thr goes.. my bro just came bck from a motivation camp.. they have a book, which is written by max lucado.. its a story about a village live by small wood made people crafted by a carpenter who live on a hill top so that he can watch the wood people. the wood people go by living with sticking either a star or grey circle to each other. star means either you are a beautiful people or you are talented. grey circle means you are ugly or not talented. there is this guy, Lo, people called him fat guy and he is clumsy and not talented beside ugly. he often will be stick with grey circle, sometimes for no reason. This result in his low self esteem and isolated behaviour.

one day, he met a girl who doesn't have any sticker on her body, people who try to stick sticker just fail to let it stay on her. so he ask her about it and she brought him to the carpenter. there, the carpenter said he have been awaiting his arrival and answer Lo why the girl didn't have sticker. it is because, she value the carpenter view than the others.. she know the carpenter created her uniqely and accept her for who she is, not her appearance nor hw talented she is. and the carpenter gently tell LO, because he created them, thefore he cared for them.. and bcoz they care about the sticker, then only it will stick, if Lo, place his believe in carpener, Lo will not care bout the sticker, and it wont stick anymore.. bfore Lo leave, he finally realize dat he is special, and he can't wait to meet the carpenter again.. with this thought, one grey circle fell off.. till den..


it just reminded me to bck to basic.. its a children or teenager book i noe..bt hw much we need to grasp tis.. n we need more of tis kind of book.. most of the time, a relationship with God, u just need to be back to basic, to realize your worth in HIM and let the river of HIS love flow..







p.s tis afternoon.. while i was on the computer.. a tiny pinch come to me.. all the word dat i m fat and all, all the vainess which is alwiz thr come to me at once, not in a pain form but more of awakening form, i noe i have to do something.. i decided to not let it control me.. all the furstration and toil that it caused.. well, i will not go on to all the reason why the word fat form in my mind.. the important part is just at dat awakening time, a liberating thought come to me, a thought that everyone should be confident of who they are, beauty in diff form, shape (size) and packages.. its the confident that make you beautiful, the shine, the confident glow of loving urself for u.. i realized, i am healthy, nt fat.. well, i m not saying, stop all the gym and exercise.. bt don't believe in lie dat damage you, or control u as it linger ur mind.. i was a victim till nw.. n i may continue to battle it but i pray to be reminded of the above simple liberating truth.. nw, i can see my pics and smile, really.. those pics that i hated it bfore.. i believe i need not mention who bring the liberating truth rite? hehe.. still, fiy, its HIM..

Friday, June 06, 2008

backie me

i m bck from a spirit filled camp.. pics in facebook.. one word, tis camp leave me longing for more of God.. Praise HIM! the audio and power point is available.. i wanted to share more bout tis camp, bt frankly i dunno hw else to describe it, God just present HIMSELF beautifully thr, along with the theme of our camp, God love our passion.. HIS love just flow in worship and msg, devotion and altercall.. HIS glory stirred the passion in us.. dats it.. period..

finish my exam.. will be working soon hopefully.. waiting for confirmation from michelle and arrangement.. the next 2 months will b a diff journey.. let see whr God wan me to be la..

and i m loving the community of my church.. the fellowship just make u comfortable, like a truly loving family.. the prayer meet in my church is another spirit filled meeting (duh lol)


kdu CF is launching passion soon.. pray for it! a evangelism event.. fiy, can't wait to combine with KBU cf more.. its cool to noe them.. CF camp tis year will include them..wohoo..




ps. i can't describe exactly hw Gos is working in me nw, its overwhelming honestly.. anyhw, like uncle weng chiong put it, let Jesus shine in u, den it will overflow.. i m bursting inside with words, but circumstances and time will let me say it (of course i ask God to grant me wisdom to say it).. haha.. n i notice, nwadays, once u mention something i can share, i will have the impulse to keep sharing.. till the stirring to share in me is over, den i will stop or till circumstances make me stop.. lol.. its interesting la, so will c hw it goes..just a random thought bout myself..