my holidays!!

yipeee, one week of holiday! so cool! well.my family, grannny n uncle family is going to malaca tis fri... before fri, my family especially mum n me did all the things we need to do before the vacation. i help my dad to type his invoice beside helping mum n reading novel... hehe, sound like alot to do eh, but i spend most of my time reading novel! lol! anyway, the trip to malaca is fun n fattening coz we eat alot there! lol~.~ not forgeting dat i have chance to play squash n golf at the resort we stay! its so fabulous! one thing made me most happy of the trip is my parent thx me for take care of my granny... it means dat they trust me more n noe dat i m more responsible coz before tis i m quite dependent n my parent never really trust me to take care of myself therefore they dun really allow me to go out...now i realized i need to show my parent dat i m trying to b ready for my future especially while i m working. the coversation wit my frens bout how to gain more trust from my parent guide me to solve the problem i alwiz have which is not trusted by my parent... mayb i m a problem creater at home to my parent! lol! i dun bother to show them dat i can take care of myself n be more responsible, the lazy devil alwiz made me like tis,hehe! btw, now i m trying to b more resposible such as helping dad while mum is at Kedah studying...i noticed dat everyday life is a learning process to me, i gain alot of understanding n experiences through daily life. i m sure u guys r going through it also...one thing,growing up is not the same as growing old! hehe! u must try to grow up spritually such as b more responsible but it is not the same as making urself boring! u can b mature n also have fun! why not? there is time for serious n also fun,rite? some stuff like God,family, frens,assignment,relationship,the way u potray ur image to ppl n ur view toward life are wat i consider serious stuff. Maturity also means viewing stuff in a bigger view n chill out on small stuff...sumtimes we tend to get angry by small little stuff dat we can actually laugh at it,rite? come on, life is too short to b so serious or angry bout, i m also learning to laugh at small stuff! sumtimes, ppl tease u bout ur look or ur cloths n u get angry by the comment but isnt it great if we can joke on our weakness n tell ppl dat it is all by God grace n they are laughing at God creation or u can ask them "do u thing it is rite to make fun of God as i m moulded by His own hand?" things become better wen u c it in a positive way....ur life may be sucks n u r blaming it on everyone but instead of blaming why not make it better by working hard, i m sure ur life will change eventually. sumtimes, ppl who live in a poor conditions tend to b more sucessful coz they really work hard to have a better life. God have alot to offer us, it whether we want to grab the chance anot...