Thursday, May 25, 2006

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Think Positive!! haha

This is nice - finding positive out of every negative - which we don't always manage to do. I am thankful...

1. For the husband who snores all night, because he is at home asleep with me and not with someone else.



2. For my teenage daughter who is complaining about doing dishes, because that means she is at home & not on the streets.



3. For the taxes that I pay because it means that I am employed.



4. For the mess to clean after a party because it means that I have been surrounded by friends.



5. For the clothes that fit a little too snug because it means I have enough to eat.



6. For my shadow that watches me work because it means I am out in the sunshine.



7. For a floor that needs mopping, and windows that need cleaning because it means I have a home.



8. For all the complaining I hear about the government because it means that we have freedom of speech.



9. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot because it means I am capable of walking and that I have been blessed with transportation.



10. For the noise I have to bear from my neighbours because it means that I can hear.



11. For the pile of laundry and ironing because it means I have clothes to wear.



12. For weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day because it means I have been capable of working hard.



13. For the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours because it means that I am stilll alive.

frens

tis post is specially for those who now in overseas n graduate from KDU...

Adrienne, miss ya loads sista! thx for reading my blog n continue to b my source of encouragement! it been great the time spend with u...you are a blessing to me! your wisdom, love, faith, maturity n willingness to serve God have been encouraging n touch me deeply...last year pot bless, u really show me that u r my true frens by consoling n supporting me from the devil attack wit anna grace...i really hope to c u soon! all the best in studies n also life! continue to be the light for God!

Joram, thx for giving me advice whenever i need it...i still can remember u preach to me wen i told u something...ah,my luck! hehe! anyway,ur faith in God have been uplifting to me n also CF! you are a great testimony as we noe u go through a hard journey but yet u choose to cling on God! Your wisdom have astounded us! You have indeed challenge me alot in relationship wit God!All the best in your studies n hope to c u soon bro! continue to shine for God! your joke also deep in our heart =b

Rita, now that you just graduate in diploma...dunno wether will c u any time soon...but you will alwiz b in my heart! Recently you have just came back from China mission trip, i believe tis trip will bear fruits in your relationship wit God! I regret that we didn't have a lot of time to chat or share but i remember we have long talk for 2 times n it is refreshing! Your passion for God is great! may the fire in ur heart continue burning! i noe wat happen in this world sometimes discourage us n also make us sad as we see our frens sidetracks....but sista, i believe u will b able to strive a different among your peers...continue to reach out for lost soul n shine for Jesus! It a blessing to noe u sista!

Sharon, being the former president in CF, u let me see ur leadership quality... now dat u r in Monash,all the best in studies! miss the time u lead in CF! u r so sweet n u sing like angel! ur sweetness shall touch alot of ppl! it a grace to have u around! u r easy going n care for soul....a hardworking person as well =p ....Your love for God have truly impact me...oh how i wish i can still hear u singing sista n also talking to u in CF...it been nice having someone that can melt my heart around! huggies! Continue to b the light for God!

Blockbuster movie

sista Yen n bro Eujin came to CF last fri n shared with us...

sista Yen talk about her life journey and how God is working in her life...
what is important in the sharing is let God be the director in your life then you will have a blockbuster movie that worth million dollars. Remember that you are the camera man...Bear in mind that God is a oscar award winning director. We just have to let God direct us for His plan for us is the best and He love us...sometime we might go off focus from what God direct us but God is graceful enough to cut off the scenes...with Holy Spirit(director words or msg) annointing,we will be able to walk hand in hand with our director (obeying His words and direction) As a camera man, u must merge with ur director,not work independently,become one body wit Him ...dun ever rely on urself for we r weak n God is almighty,with Him all things is able...amen! In another words, u become interdependent wit ur director (u rely on His guidance and be grounded in His words, let Him be part of u....but dun take me wrong,u rely on God but He wan to train u as well, dun be luke warm, dun be laid back and continue to press on,move on and never stay on the same path) Don't have the mind set that i have God,He will give me everything i need just by praying...not it doesnt work dat way,yesh,prayer is the strongest weapon but God want us to
take the step of faith (which is pray about it,listen to His signs and at last just do it like NIKE =p) God will guide and lead us but don't expect God to feed us like baby....God want to teach us how to fish, not just throw fish at us...

another thing sista Yen and bro Eujin said is the words backsliding doesn't exsist,it is not on God vocabulary...it is created by man as in 100% man made... Life is like roller coaster,it is up and down (it is part of learning and growing process) if u dun pray for 1 week,God still love u as His precious children...He will nvr forsake u...u might be weary but i doesnt affect God love to us as He is graceful =p amen! so we must also have a personal love relationship wit God

I m officially the clown in Christian Fellowship =b

Why do i say so? because everytime in CF prayer meeting, i am alwiz the victim they joke about... ok,partly coz i talk alot =b ok,it my fault! i m guilty lo.... it actually a joy that we r able to have laughther n joy due to blackmailing n making fun of me! Oh God, i can't believe i m so useful! kakaka! u see, perasan (miss angeline call it guilt n aaron the president call it syok sendiri) but aaron also said dat if i m not in CF, it will b silence...the proof that i m useful hahaha!.btw,bear in mind,i m just playing! I regret that i said that thr is a few clowns in CF...how come i nvr aware that they will refer it to me whereas i refer it to aaron n mr kenny...sigh! oh well! Another thing is Mr kenny n Miss Angeline was quite surprise that daniel told them i preach (in facts, i also veri surprise)...Mr kenny show me the unbelieving look wen he was told...miss angeline just said according to bible that wen u preach, enemy will attack u (the attack might come in form that ur frens will say harsh words) this words is true man, see for urself as Mr kenny (second teacher advisor)just show me the look, u see, he just hurt me by not believing me...he even show me the punch sign of hand wen i said he is harsh! so mean n rude. rite! i noe he was just joking la but he make Miss Angeline said i was having a role wit him, so i jokingly told him dat we settle outside, once again,they especially Miss Angeline complain i m like gangster haha! normally miss angeline will support me but 2day she also join in to attack me! Oh,how true is the bible verse! hahaha! U noe wat happen after prayer meet outside, he playfully use neck tie to hit me...i din even settle wit him but he settle wit me, one thing is how come i alwiz lose in a debate or argue? haha! i alwiz lose especially to aaron n mr kenny! so sad! mun yee, daniel n karen alwiz can see free debate! thay laugh laugh only!

Oh ya, praise God dat tis year He gave me the wisdom n peace to pray in prayer meet. I also preach n worship lead for the first time tis year! I have been worship lead for 3 time recently. Yay! seriously, last year i m not able to do those things. Miss Angeline our teacher advisor said that tis is taking the lift of faith, wen u decide to take another step of faith for God, God will bless n guide u in it...In Fri CF meeting, more jokes...aaron n eujin was talking about the place they wanna travel, thailand was one of it...i said i wan to go n save the prostitute there, n all of them was like shouting Miss Angeline, we must pray for xiying(me) deliverence.... aaron was talking about his sister after dat...he show me her pic as i insisted, so after i saw her pic i said i wan her...jkla,i m not lesbian! eujin han quickly added dat we have brokeback mountain movie and now i can make one name brokefront mountain! muahahahaha!

one biggest joke is after dat, aaron out of no where said i like mr kenny (hello,mr ken is just my bro n someone i respect) aaron called mr kenny n talked to him which, the conversation wen like tis:
aaron: hello, kenny...sleeping ar?
aaron: oh,soli soli!
aaron: xiying said she like you
(i m desperately saying no n making sounds)
aaron: wait ar, i pass the phone to xiying

me: hello
(shoot,arh kena prank coz aaron din dialed)

aaron adi laughing hard at the corner! i laughing hardly run over to him n hit him! feel like strangling him at that time man! daniel n mun yee just laugh n said kesian! they watch free show again! comedy! anyway,later aaron reveal his secret of doin prank...he said he did dial but wen he put near his ears n he quickly press the red off button...sigh, even mun yee n dan believe dat he dialed before dat! he is a prank expert la! this is mainly the jokes highlight! was nearly on the verge of tears from laughing wen anna n michelle came...was tired after dat so didn really talk, so aaron said "wen xiying din talk, it is so quite, so we really need you here" my answer"yea,i m like the clown la" all of them crack out laughing again! conclusion,i m really the CF clown n noise contributer man!

Mun yee, thx for bringing me to the nice Thai restaurant near Atria...it super nice! we must call li yan next time! the condition is so cooling n the foods best man! oh ya, it is great time la as we have gurl talk...I m really blessed to have u around in CF sista! amazingly,it is so easy for us to pour our heart out as we share the same value n most importantly God! Continue shining for Him! Keep the fire inside ur heart! will continue bugging u ya? hahaha! huggies!

Will have another post about sista Yen n bro eujin (another eujin, not eujin han) sharing n dat day fri CF meeting...to be continue! God bless!

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

2 nuns

There were two nuns...
One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM) , and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.

SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.

SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.

SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do?

SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.

SM: It's not working.

SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.

SM : So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.

SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Logical arrives.

SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!

SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both,so he followed me

SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?

SL : The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.

SM: And? SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me

SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?

SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.

SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do? SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.

SM: Oh, no! What happened then?

SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down. And for those of you who thought it would be dirty, I'll pray for you! .




-- Greater in battlethan the man who would conquera thousand-thousand men,is he who would conquerjust one — himself.

Releasing....toxic? =p jk

well,i am sure everyone have someone special, ahem ahem! wink wink! i admit i do.... Aaron, mr kenny they all alwiz blackmail me wit this sigh! u noe wat i do wen i m considering someone? i pray and release him into God hand...I pray dat if in God will he is my life partner, God speak to us nd guide me in it...I ask God to help me not to be tied by emotion or rely on it as God have His plan for us. Everything come after u have a love relationship wit God and you put God as your true love! Aaoh ya,wat important in a relationship especially in christians are both party must pray for each other, if not this reltionship is not goin to work (i m single! hehe! 100%perasan! kakaka!) anyway,miss angeline was talking about life partner in yesterday prayer meet...she also ask me to read christian marriage books hehehe! She shared wit us dat we shouldnt open up our heart wen we r considering someone coz we will be hurt esepcailly gal...she also shared dat wen she is in London, she used to go joging wit a groups of gurls n wen they see some guys, miss angeline n her frens chase those guys! hahaha! crazy gurls! Miss angeline also said that she even wear sexier clothes den nowadays gurls haha! must see her photo wen she is young la! haha! Yesh,God love and rejoice when a marriage take place! oh ya, a relationship start wit friendship first...btw,if a relationship doesnt encourage u for gud,den it is not in God will... a lot of time, when 2 ppl r together, they stick 2gather every time and forget about other priority especially God the first priority in life. if the couple is matured and God is first in their life, they will continue running and serving after God not bz dating only. They will not be weary for God eventhough they r dating, instead they encourage each other and from there their faith grow stronger. Oh ya,go read christian marriage book n understand the principles haha! well, i m not goin to read now haha! later la...=b one day (emm,not sure wen only i will read) haha! the time will come for me to salvage in marriage books =b

Friday, May 12, 2006

Happy Mother day

As Mother day approaching,i want to take tis opportunity to say Happy Mother day to all mothers in the world. Indeed, mother love is unconditional to the children! I wanus to use this time to appreciate and think about our mum love to us...my mum is the biggest blessing in my life...eventhough we dun have same personality and have conflicts since small...she is the one dat raise me up and take care of me,wen i have health problem,she brought me to hospital...i dunno how many times she shed tears coz me... she make me who i m 2day aside from God. I can never say how much she mean to me... I owe her alot and can nvr repay anything to her... Mum,thx for supporting me all the way even wit all the caning and scolding but without it i wont be disciplined and who i m 2day. U might not noe whr i put u in my heart...but i just want to let u noe i love u deep down in my heart...may u remain young and healthy! continue striving the best in ur career! hugs and hapy mother day once again!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Prayer warriors!

This 2 weeks i have been staying untill 7 sumthing for prayer meet (tues n thurs)... it been great to fellowship and communicate wit God. The great part is we pray for each other and learn to be b prayer warriors...it actually easy to become a prayer warrior, all u need pray wit ur heart and look onto God wen u pray. Wen u pray, it just u n God...it all about relationship wit our Father in Heaven...Wen we pray,we dun use our mind but heart, never think wen u pray but just say out what u want to communicate to God. God love it wen we pray! As He say,ask in His will n u shall receive...After we pray, God give our heart peace dt surpases all understanding. I am glad that God put me in this Christian Fellowship family...i learn n grow a lot thr (through the hard way!hehe) Last year,i nvr pray before in prayer meeting but tis year i decided to take the lift of faith and now my president n others complain that i pray veri long n i should give others chance to crawl (learn to pray) as well. hahaha! Praise God! Prayer time is a time aaron and mr kenny victimize and make joke of me especially on my words,blackmailing me about my so called "secret" and alwiz said that i dun't do hseworks (ahem,it true dat i have maids but i do hseworks wen my maid is not around)!!! arhh! evil la they all...miss angeline, mun yee, daniel and karen will share the laugh! Neway,it is gud to bring joy to ppl rite? It is the ability to take a joke, not make one, that proves u have a sense of humor by Max Eastman. man,i have a lot of sense of humor den! hehehe! One thing is, before and after prayer,i will be hyper and laughing all the way...if mun yee around, we will be singing songs and dun care about ppl who pass by! haha! It is so nice to noe her la, we share alot of intimate stuff and become really close for some reasons! wink wink! mun yee rocks! It is so comfortable to share everything wit her and mun yee, thx for sharing wit me! It great and a blessing to have u around sista! It is great to encourage each other so dat our faith will grow... We crack alot of jokes as well especially by aaron the president aka joker hehe! But even though aaron joke around, but ppl respect him for his wisdom,faith and experience about God and life. He can noe someome personality by just looking at the person (the way he or she sit, eat,talk and wear). But he say he dun do that anymore because it is very judgemental...God say we should not judge others for if we do so, we will be judge as well. btw,God is the best judge, u wouldnt want to interupt His work... =) Oh ya, because i go through some trial and suffering, it actually refine my character,let my faith become stronger and i m able to share or testify God luv...God does provide a way out and He is our comfort...Tell me, without trial, how does we experience God working in our life or cherish ur life? Life is full of problem, it up to u to choose to laugh or cry on it. By clinging on the fact that Jesus die on the cross for us, there is no reason for us to be weary because of the wordly things. So,bro n sista, rejoice because we are promise heaven and eternity life. It is not the nail that put Jesus on the cross, but it was love. Everything was done, so u would come. Come to the Father, though our gift is small, broken heart, broken life, He will take them all. We should not love the world for if we love the world, means we are parting from our Father in Heaven. In everything dat we do, may it b on God will not based on world and let our life bring out the beauty of our LORD. Till next time ppl! take care n God bless...=p hugs Love sinners but not sins

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Back in action =p

i noe i have been missing in action for blogging recently... new semester started and wit 5 tough n heavy subject! btw,i m a bz person =b seriously, wit assignment, presentation, cf and campus frens! 2day the think pink event (gender awareness) is so cool! it is by the AWAM and mass com (PR subject and Mass Com club) student... they have guest clebrity- Harith Iskandar (He is so funny and cool...he can really make jokes) , Aisyah Sinclaire (beautiful mix gal and MC of the event) and Liang (Opps Asia artist and devoted christian, i even received a hug from him!whoa!so happy, just exagerating it la)!!! Talking about Liang, it remind me to talk about Easter Talent Time celebration in KDU auditorium organize by Christian Fellowship. Eujin is the organiser for this easter and he is also the MC for the event (he is a great MC trust me! he is funny and cool up in stage!) We also invited bro eujin (another eujin=p, he is a very gud preacher, really like his sermont as he share his own testi and also bible words lively, read my previous blog and u will noe eujin more) and his wife sista Yen (a beautiful lady and sweet lady devoted in helping her husband doing God work), Liang (Opps Asia artist and a devoted Christ! He loves music to bits! he is so cool, loves him as a bro and admire his singing talent loads! i take a lot of pic wit him! =p His head is so shinning! haha! p.s, he is bald =b) Our easter talent time start wit dinner and the foods are delicious! Me, mun yee, dan, paul and li yan are the ushers... it so fun coz we get to shake hand wit everybody and go round to ask them hows the foods or how they are feeling... we also snap pic at dinner and fellowship with each other. After dinner is the worship by nick (former cf president) church. it a great worship as God is present! Halleluyah! then the main item start- talentime contest! whoa, the contestant all are so gifted! Praise God! Bro eujin, sista yen and liang are the judges... everybody is enjoying themselves as we proceed with the talent time contest, we are jumping up and down or letting our body go with the music...the winner is called lawful criminal band as they are make up of law student and they rock man! Tze Peng can really sing and his other members play guitars and drum well! Rosalyn can sing well (gud vocal and pretty gal), kah jun play piano well like Maxsim hehe! Chris, clement and jiah hsien have a great time singing songs for Christ =p After the event end, me, mun yee, aaron,angela, eujin took a lot of pic wit liang, bro eujin and sista yen =p will send u guys the pic soon ya =) wait patiently =b Eventough we are tired but dat nite is a great sucess for God! A lot of ppl came and get to noe God as Pastor Chris convey the msg about God on dat nite...a day of reaching out i would say coz even Malay came =p so nice... =p take care and God bless! muakss and hugss! God equal to luv...family can be create as long as thr is luv and blood relation is just a bonus =p! In CF, we are like a family or wat u call God community, which is great as a lot of them are from other state and CF is their second family...it is important as we learn to encourage and have the family luv toward each other =) Love and unity is needed especially in God family, christians need to show that they are unity among themselves, then only non-believers will see that God is good and loving!Halleluyah! xD