its jan and all..i m mostly at home being a "house guard" and i get paid haha... anyway, i decided to withdraw from commitee in CF.. i also found out how attach i m to CF.. but my season is up thr.. well, if no sucessor for my position, i will have to wait and see when God will send.. training for the subcommitee will start soon and i hope sucessors can come out from thr.. its a joy that some of the newer commitee in CF are having a blast, even in commitee meet(whr we normally veri formal and quiet) now, they all so hyper and comfortable throwing ideas and jokes that even miss angeline is entertain haha.. well, can't wait for easter, canp and etc..
when i decided to step down from commitee in CF, i keep wondering what will happen after that with my college life and all.. that make all the memory i have thr come up.. hw i m aware so many memories were created thr, whether it is fellwoship, pain from the conflict and fight.. all the jokes too.. its all far too valuable to me.. i also wonder how is God going to continue the connection HE gave to us (u noe who u guys r).. HE keep assuring me that connection that HE gave wil not be broken like that, unless HE allows it.. i were also assured that HE will bring me better plans for this year even as i step down..a new vine, a diff season.. its exciting to noe that ur future is so secure in HIM, that HE holds ur future..one thing, even wen some of us step down, we will still help out and it will always remains as a part of process in our life.. for that, I am grateful...
