after ever..lol

yay yay!!!!! lol.. i m assured to be everlasting..hw cool is dat? its nt dat i nvr realized dat,bt just have a chat with my Father above.. sitting down on the bench in the park outside my hse.. HE answered me regarding wat i type the earlier post.. n i fill with Father love, knowing that no matter wat thr will b Someone to be with me no matter wat future may hold, bside the fact tat my future is in HIM.. n i somehw want to have to peek a view of my future, well, i do granted some access to it but of course it is better to be surprise..bt nw i just have a question, y do God still love me so much eventough i m doubtful of HIS unconditional love, especially when my heart is attacked by unsure (doubt)... but den, one thing, God love me so much till HE won't let me run from HIM too long.. n wen HE sense ur heart is troubled, HE alwiz come at the time wen u cannot stand it anymore.. HE wont let u roam free from the condition, n HE most wont let u off the hook.. dats wat a loving Father will do.. amen.. Praise HIM..