updates

global prayer day is over.. i dun noe hw to describe it except powerful... for those who go, praise God.. pray that the pledge that have been done that day, will be fullfilled with God grace.. and all the prayer on that day, will move the spiritual dimension on God timing..

continue to pray for global rice crisis.. for me, it seem like some place will soon meet famine just as written in bible.. just perhaps la..

of course pray for china and myanmar.. that ppl will be comforted even at tis time.. pray that more ppl will continue to help the victim.. even at this grieving time,gud thing dat come out is ppl show their heart to other human, which is not a often scenery at tis new era.. tis thought keep lingering in my head, ppl will ask y God allow tis to happen? y so many natural disaster strike now? whr is God at tis time? i dun have the answer, bt GOD have..n most of the time, we wont understand HIS plan, bt with HIS wisdom, we will..


continue to cover kdu cf leaders.. last fri, we have a time of surrendering to God lead by miss angeline.. a time to reconsider our priorities is to love God first, not to serve HIM without knowing HIM.. As we kneel and bow, may God awaken our heart again to HIM.. back to the basic...


my church camp is in 9 days!!!!! can't wait!!! our church t-shirt rocks .. and we can swim and go caving...


p.s happy wesak day... and i dun celebrate it ppl.

anna farewell

touching

just watch a series drama..

a daugther is worried about her dad as bfore her marriage, she found out his dad change to women at a night club every night.. so, she decided to follow her dad after she consulted a doc.. and she found out that it is the last day the dad will work as the singer thr, known as 'mum Gigi'.. and he gave a speech.. a story about how he met the wife Gigi at this very night club, and he felt in love with the song she sang, they courted and get married, have a daugther, but she pass away one day.. and after dat, he started to be like her every night at the night club, dressing like her and sing the same song she sang..and he is quiting this nightclub job bcoz the daugther getting married..

at last, the truth is clear and the daugther weep, realizing the dad dress as women bcoz he misses her mum so much..

such a depth of a man love towards the wife even after 20 years.. i havent mention how he try to provide what he could to the daugther..

after ever..lol

yay yay!!!!! lol.. i m assured to be everlasting..hw cool is dat? its nt dat i nvr realized dat,bt just have a chat with my Father above.. sitting down on the bench in the park outside my hse.. HE answered me regarding wat i type the earlier post.. n i fill with Father love, knowing that no matter wat thr will b Someone to be with me no matter wat future may hold, bside the fact tat my future is in HIM.. n i somehw want to have to peek a view of my future, well, i do granted some access to it but of course it is better to be surprise..bt nw i just have a question, y do God still love me so much eventough i m doubtful of HIS unconditional love, especially when my heart is attacked by unsure (doubt)... but den, one thing, God love me so much till HE won't let me run from HIM too long.. n wen HE sense ur heart is troubled, HE alwiz come at the time wen u cannot stand it anymore.. HE wont let u roam free from the condition, n HE most wont let u off the hook.. dats wat a loving Father will do.. amen.. Praise HIM..

y post

cell group for cf starting tomolo.. oh boy, can't wait to know the members.. oh n guess wat, jason want to do alumni for cf.. he wan the history of cf.. history to b dig out should i say? lol.. like the artifact hidden bury down for thousands years waiting to be found.. interesting, all the ex commitees and all, u bet..

at tis moment, i am asking alot of why.. y God even bother to send Jesus for ppl like me (ppl like me, most of the time who doesnt noe hw to handle HIS love, who is stirred by small little matter), y i am xiying (i noe its lame), y can't i be more loving towards my studies n classses, y can't i love God more, y can't i hunger more, y i am asking so many y .. i guess all this y is dat nw my heart is just needing HIS guidance, teaching, n God wan us to be teachable, i hope my questions enable God to lead me a step deeper about HIM, even with the simple questions.. another thing is i m human who is given emotion bt seem to have too much of it..lol..literally.. bt emotion is given by God (its part of HIM) n its beautiful non the less, just sadly the fall of mankind unfortunately have corrupted it.. hmm, y do we feel? y do our heart feel the desire, needs, joy, love, pain, anger, lost and etc? guess HE do too... bt in a more 'matured,higher and sacred' version den us, n bcoz we r in HIS image, we can only pray dat like Father like children..for nw as my Father daugther, i m asking HIM to take care of my desire, and needs that have being stirred up for nw.. i see a road in front of me, long and endless.. n i say great, now i will walk on till dunno wen n with no direction.. i try to walk n i tripped, duh, with the intense darkness..n tears drop roll down on my cheek..bt God say, wait a minute, tis isnt life mend to be, with a snap of finger (imagine the sound in ur brain lol), the road is lighten, blinding me actually, n a big comfortable hand on me, n i see the signs post n all indicating whr i should go, then, God say, thr u go, tis is better.. its suppose to be dat way..i wipe my face, i rise n walk.. bracing forward.. well, i can guarantee i will tripped again, definately..i am professional in falling down on stairs n bus n etc..bt i believe in the big hand..