Thursday, August 30, 2007

what a month (august) I need money

yeap...a month of independent day..i m not sure whether it is related or not, but i think everybody will call it a month where there money flow like water... for me and some students -especially degree and hotel and tourism... assignments and reading piling up like mountain, waiting for us to conquer it...

anyway, its "the month " where kdu christian fellowship alone have 6 people birthdays... some of my frens were complaning y so many people born at this month causing us broke as we have to buy presents... well, its the UP THERE decision for lifes to be born at tis month..so cant question much..hehe... well, Blessed Birthday to Miss Angeline (aug 25), Li Yan (aug 24), Anna Grace Low (Aug 17), Daniel Sim (Aug 28), Paul Wong (Aug 29) and Abelene (Aug 30)...

A month of celebration indeed...step on the weighing machine and u will know that all the cakes and party left u bloated and gain the pounds..oh well, u will mind at first, but all the foods just satisfied u..hehe.. Anna did a barbecue- imagine all the meats,sausege, burger and etc that we consume, the best part is the majerin dat we consume a.k.a oil that we use to cook... Mr Kenny and Joram become the chefs for that day... went to eat at anna hse's balcony..cooling and pitch dark.. talking and talking... the last part before we go back is the one that make my heart pump very hard..i don't know y.. each one of us are suppose to say something gud about anna.. just before my turn i suddenly get very nervous ahaha... it happen wen I have too many things to say about the person and I don't know izzit ok for me to say it in front of all, was blushing-suprisingly...call me shy, its so not me..ahahah
Here goes, from the bottom of my heart, I am really thankful for this gal named anna, she offered me a place to stay for 1 month and drive me to work and everywhr else too.. sry le, anna, no matter wat, u r helpful..lol...(p.s. she hate it coz its like the most word ppl used to describe her-helpful helpful and helpful) this prove she have a heart of angel (or try to be one..just kidding) i also have fun in bedroom with her..(don't think the wrong way) I mean bedtime sharing or talking- but we do it in the morning at times... oh ya, tis gal veri devoted, she will do devotion every day... her favourite qoutes is to the pure, all things are pure..lol.. she is the one naive and innocent, so automatically that line will be for her...(actually wen u noe her deeper, she is crazy and corrupted-this corruption is done by me and the yam cha team, u noe who u are =p) one thing, she tend to be disconnected in yam cha which after her explanation, i think i can understand y...she also my singing partner in her car (mainly worship song and at times we corrupt song- eg, the chorus of right here waiting for you, we change to what the crap, we also redraft worship song lyrics eg My God is mighty to save exclusively for MCdonalds which is a part of our yam cha life- we r nt cult that worship MCD but just fooling around, no worry)...she is also the guitarist in her room-we play and sing together, I admire her passion in playing guitar as I tried learning from her, one key oso i can't do well after 15 minute, my tumb like numb adi oso cannot get the key correct, so i guess i have no talent or the teacher problem =p ..at times she will whack half of the junk foods in her rooms wen she is in the mood to do it and she will keep saying, once in awhile only...she will also agree with me that girls take a long time in bathroom (sometimes only actually) is because we r being productive inside =p ... i think i will stop revealing the behind bedroom scene adi..lol..too much info...last, tis is a gal which is put close to my heart and I mean it...

After Anna, we celebrated Miss Angeline, li yan, daniel and paul birthday in Paris Restaurant (It is actually a thankgiving dinner after CF fund raising) and Swensen... Swensen was the highlight as we sang birthday songs 4 times (lol) and eat the giant Earthquake ice cream- consists of 8 large scoop of different flavour ice-cream... I am in ice cream heaven...melting away in sweetness of ice cream... din eat much as quite full and everybody fighting over the ice cream ..lol... anyway, the birthday people are force to share some words about their hope for future and their future spouse quality....quality like understanding, loving, love God, intellectual and etc came out...

The KDU Hotel and Tourism food fest- which is on august 30th... The whole cafeteria is basically theirs..with all kind of foods, drinks and deserts-from ice kacang, chicken wing, western, chinese and Japan delicacy, nt mentioning otak otak, Kebab and etc... Li yan stall deco is nice..well, li yan is the deco leader for her stall and have been working hard, it is visible with the black panda eyes she have...all the stall are nicely decorated- some with Ship theme, Island theme, wild wild west and etc..Cafeteria is neredning crowded till around 2pm...btw, I also want to thx Li Yan for driving me to college and church... So yeah, another event which require money to be spend..worse or laughable, we are like force to spend all the money from the coupon we bought eventhough we don't really eat that much... we like, please go ahead and use the coupon and don't save it,just buy.. this the only situation where money are force to be spend and seem so worthless lol..

Next stop, daniel and abigail (dan sis) combine party in their hse... will c hw what happen thr.. aaron t pose a question, will we have alter call? lol, daniel just show his "speechless and what the" face...it will be interesting a birthday party with alter call...hehehehe

After that, lik ee will organize a moon cake pot bless at september 15... And he want to walk with the lantern...lik ee lik ee..i have no comment..hehehee..btw, cant wait for the foods other ppl provide and the mooncake of course..it will be a night of fellowship as well, especially with some ex-CF commitee

Thank God i only have my secondary school best fren birthday in september...which is september 8..cant wait to c her at september 16 after her exams which go on and on and on for her accounting course....

Indeed, August is a month of life and celebration...i wish money do come as the amount of birthday tis month =p well, i can day dream and pray for money hehehe.. Anyway, I just pray that the Lord will help me to appreciate ppl more on this month-especially through their birthday and other days too of course

P.S Was waiting for the cab in One U old wing cab stand... Was wondering izzit because of the merdeka eve that make it so hard to take a cab..i waited for awhile, give up to hunger and nature call... only after I eat and all, i manage to get a cab who coincidently want to go back to near my place..whew.. he ask me how long have I waited as there is some ppl who waited for hours... thr is still alot of ppl waiting for a cab even as I leave... He said the reason is the cab driver is having strike (mogok) over government for not raising the taxi fare over 12 years (rm 2 wen we first go in and now the cab driver want rm4).. no wonder i saw some cab driver purposely park their cab near the cab stand and refuse to work... well, we been praying hard for a righteous government...so i guess, the government still catious about raising prices.. Praise God as if they raise the price i really having problem as sometimes I have to rely on cab... i don't mean to not symphatize the cab driver and I understand they need to survive also, bt i think they r doing ok with rm 2...sigh, petrol rise, everthing rise.. now cab also wan a rise... rising lifestyle i would call. i need money...seriously

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

desire

I have been pondering about one thing, it is my desire to grow up that make me sin, we also have this desire to be loved and etc..all kind of desires... God created with beautiful emotions (in His likeness), HE want us to have feelings and desires just as He are.. But wen we fall, satan have captives over our desire, he manipulate and deceive us with our emotions...he can deceive u by using loneliness, pain, hurts to set u in bondage.. God created the hole (loneliness) so that He can feel us with it and only He alone can fill it.. so as we fall, we constanly seek to fill this hole but it won't work (trust me) as this place is only for Him. Eve was tempted and fall, the serpant tempted and stirred her desire to gain wisdom and desire to see things (ur eyes will be opened as the serpant said) God created this desire for wisdom and to see or learn things, HE want us to have the desire to have more wisdom about HIM and to learn about HIM.. HE created with the breath of HIS life, with brains and emotions... of course the satan (deceiver and manipulator) twisted the desire...
new international bible-genesis 2:4-7
You will not surely die," the serpent said to the woman. 5 "For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil."6 When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it. 7 Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Malaysia, truly beautiful

This month have been our country independent month...with alot of interesting stuff happen...all around the world actually.. eespecially the Korean hostage...but it unite Christians all over the world to pray for them... read the newspaper and u will find out alot of things..depressing sometimes..even my fren who is a intern in the Star, who writes headlines don't read the newspaper,she wailed that it is too depressing..how ironic...hehehe... My church have been praying for Malaysia according to the NECF 40 days fast.. last fri we gather in Elder uncle Hock Seng house to pray for Msia government, states and etc... one thing , Msia is a blessed country as we don't have much nature disaster and most importantly we r consider a safe country compare to other countries... Holy Spirit also have been working in the churches, rising God's bride... alot of events have been organize by various christian organizations and churches which clearly God annointing and presence simply overflow the congregations... Lastly, just continue to lift our country into prayer..as wen God is working, the other side is working too...very hard actually..but God have the final victory and control..Praise Him...

Saturday, August 11, 2007

My church-BUC

Been joining BUC (Bandar Utama Chapel) since last year October (if I am not mistaken)... Its really nice small congregation and its a cell church... Its great to belong to a family of God-Body of Christ... This year Easter, I have been approached to make decision regarding Baptism. Together with Aaron Tam, we have a talk with our Growth Group (cell) Elder or also known as Pastor, Uncle Hock Seng about it.. Even as that time, God use this time to show me how my church function as a Body of Christ... God let me see how the BUC members support each other (elders opening house to the members, prayers for each other, parenting helps and also funeral time) I see the fellowship thr...Even as Uncle Hock Seng say, Baptism is to proclaim that u now belong to this family of Christ... I also receive Breads in Church which is one of the main functions of church.... btw, i didn't realized how much tis church have people who truly support the members and a place whr God presence comfort instead of condemning or pressuring u when u sin, untill I experience..i won't really reveal the detail of what happen (sorry for no juicy detail- bbtw, i dun think it is juicy at all) as i find it not necessary..wat matters is lessons learned and God forgiveness transfrom me and bring me to another level of submission... He heal me regarding my desire to grow up and break free, I believe in a lie that I am imature and childish as what my parent said since small. I strruggle with inadequate feeling, therefore tries anything to proof that I am capable such as being rebelious and striving hard... I learned from a hard way the first lesson of submissions, still more to come... Praise God for His ever comforting hands and embrace even as I failed Him, assuring me it will be alright with His tender voice... He lifted up all the burden and pressure with His love, only wen I am vulnerable HE can work in me...I can only surrender and abandon myself at that time..When u r the weakest, God is the strongest..Even though it happens about 1 months ago..i will contantly be reminded of it and I won't regret it happens as I truly learned form my mistake.. I won't trade it with anything...For Jesus came to change ashes into Beauty...Thanks for people who stand by me even as this time... God bless

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

update i guess

long long time didn't blog adi..just lazy hehe...sorry for my procasination..lol....(dunno spell correctly or nt)

I am a Murdorch degree student now in KDU-Praise God for His divine plan... One assignment on hand d..heheh.... I noe alot of money for me to study degree, so i can only try my best, for my future and the money my parent spent...back to college and looking forward for it

Just came back from a family and relative trip (a trip organize by my aunty) A bus of 44 people(my family, relatives and my aunty tai-chi frens plus some of their family) and a over-humour tour guide..hehe...a trip which is fattening as we sit hours in the bus and eat and eat and eat lolx..miss the foods! we visit kedah, then stay in penag, Ipoh the next day, then head back to KL... alot of history value in Penang...delicious Penang Laksa...a relaxing time with family and relatives... was amazed by how sporting and young old people can be(most of the peple in the bus aged 45 and above) they sing karoke, walk around, and play games... we play musical chair in bus and it was hilarious and fun...

well, thats the update for nw..hehe.. take care ....