Been missing in action...i mean in blogging...well. lotsa things happen...Praise God for this season... too many things dat i hav experience in God n also life. too much to be blog...
anyway, was typing in lunch time, ahaha..nth to do.. oh ya, working nw... experience the so called 'world' ....
One thing...no matter what, God is here to assure me, tenderly whispering His love eventough i keep doubting His assuring voice...bt i have to give up n trust Him in the end...of course God win..lolx
realized dat God can be so real and in the midst of your exsistence...no matter wat is the circumstances...
He steal my heart away n lock it in His beauty and glory... I am the runaway bride which now found by my bridegroom and He shower me with His love and welcome arm...Every day, He will satisfy me and whsiper to my ear how much He love and care for me, He hold my hand, embrace me ...My heart is full of life with His love...
When I call Him, He will be by my side instanly..His name(Abba) is like a rushing wind, touches my heart with love, life and adoration.. my bridegroom love for me is not till death do us apart, but His commitment to me and vice versa is till eternity and death won't do us apart...unless I choose to runaway from this commitment again...
Everyday, He bring me to the chamber, tenderly brushing my hair and kissing me His forgiveness for I am runaway bride before...chamber is the place where our relationship will be restored...the beautiful chamber is also a place for Him to prepare me to be fully and complete as His bride (satisfied with His love alone and make whole by His love) My longing for love (as i were created for love) is fill by Him in the sacred place... Slowly, as I run to Him...He reveal to me His heart desire and I reveal my desire, weakness, strength, loneliness and struggle, etc...
He assure me of His love by bringing me to places like beach watching sunsets and sunrise...He also bring me to a places whr I am covered by roses... at these place, HE will tell me He love me and how desirable I am to HIM...tears of joy and healing rolling down like waterfall from my cheeks as I was healed from the lie and words that I am nothing, unworthy and undesirable... freedom from rejection... with HIM, I found the true freedom that i crave and long for, I now can be like the horse running freely at the green pastures...even better, i am flying in HIS arm
My desire to be a princess is fullfilled...fairy tale have come true! to be happily ever after, there is still a long way to go..the road is narrow but love conquer everything...
