Friday, November 16, 2007

thoughts.....

just a random post...wahaha.. after finishing my semester n finally tasting freedom ..wohoo..abit not use to b free..haha...but of course it is gud to rest

so ya..the thoughts that are lingering are once again, i find it true that things or ppl come to u when u least think about it...God love to suprise u wen u are nt aware..dats the elements of suprise.. not just with God..even facebooks haha..wen i want ppl to let say send me a drink on the top firends, i try so hard n send it to them haha...but wen i lazy d, i dun care d..all of sudden the drinks flooded in..hmmm..quite a thoughts haha

anyway...i was reading lotsa novel n books nwadays..haha..become bookworm n loving it..i just so happen to read stuff dat i wrote about my journey with God, my dear Father..was really touching n faith just come in..realizing all that i have been through with HIM..hw much His love is for me...I noe I m imperfect but I have the perfect love...

lotsa thoughts are lingering in my head nwadays, especially wen i m quiet...so wen u c my blank n blur face...u noe la..haha...and no, i m not becoming emo... i m simply recollecting thoughts n in needs to use my brains, as God given me lol.. i wasted years not thinking as a notion of my personality n try to change nw.. to b a person dat will use her mind...most importantly, thoughts does come from God and of course urself n the loser devil too.. so yea, thrfore thoughts play a blig role...it crucial u reflect wat come to ur mind or heart, give God the captives of ur thoughts...

Monday, November 05, 2007

time flies....whoosh

yeap...time really fly..faster than an airplane sometimes...without me realizing..i m turning 20 years old this year...and well, i feel old haha...believe me...but one thing, never in any year I look forward for the years to past and to let God unleashed His perfect plan in my life... Its the third year of me in the journey with God, and only one word I can utter, Wow.. and then start starring at the sky and become emo..lol..it just so many thoughts will come to me when I reflect this 3 year journey, and it have been amazing, with joy and tears of course.

Gratitude linger my thoughts, realizing how much i live on other people helps, support and fellowship..at times, how I wish I could be the one that offer helps and support...ah, the desire to grow up and capable come to me again, but this time, taken care by HIM..what can I say beside silently thanking them and trying to show enough gratitude to ppl who have stick by me all this time...my church who just came into the picture of my life have been supporting me like a family and how grateful am I for it.. the Bread (words of God), Water (Spirit) and fellwoship provided by the church has truly been a blessing...

sadly, people come, people leave..memories is the one stay forever...I learn to accept this and cherish the connection while I can...sry la..if u guys think my birthday thoughts are sad and serious, just as anna commended...haha..another gal which I cherish alot and leaving to overseas...yeap, the pain of loss will come soon after she leave, just like the time mun yee leave.. no, I am not starting to become a sad person even as I start to be aware that the world is a place of hurts but then I will look up n smile, for thr is a FORCE bigger than the hurts...i m also suprise by the FORCE, the way HE heal me in issue I never thought exist...the joy which is the strength from HIM...

as times alwiz allow changes to happen..i am starting to miss gud time that i have with ppl n begin to form memories, a sign of growing old as only ppl with handful of memory can do dat...honestly, i miss the time when me, aaron n dan is on holidays, coz we practically hang out the whole day bfore prayer meet n all... now, we r bz with our degree n all..rarely have time for us to hang out n talk (sometimes serious stuff like God, CF, ppl n life, sometimes just crap like games, anime n jokes, lol..fine, its not crap but guys talk)..the two fella is 2 bro in Christ dat i wouldnt trade with anything...i thx God for the friendship form between us, who say gurl n guy cannot have pure friendship? i m close to them, thx to CF, maybe thats keep us together as frens...another precious memory is the bedroom talk n time in anna house... I put the memory close to my heart, a time of bounding with girl..another deep desire of mine, which is to have a God given sisterhood..I at time also vividly remember the time spend with mun yee and joram...a time which will alwiz be a part of me no matter how long. I praise God that HE connect me with this sis in Christ, mun yee and knowing that we will stick together in life, for we have been through tears n joy together..haha, i can't forget the time when we cry together n even fight against each other, yet we made it up with God help...the memory is so fresh, like a still hot just printed paper by photocopy machine.. For joram loo, i thx u for teaching me n believing in me....

Realizing alot of things and continuing to do so..as my Prince continue to pour into my cup...I will drink and drink till I m full...more to come....till next time....

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Revolutionrally07- the flyers, t-shirt and promo video







Commitee meet





after our long hour of committee meet (this is a special commitee meet as we devote half of the fri to plan for the 3 months of CF) jason being the camera poser (the one in black in the 2 pics), force us to take pics lol......

S is for Spidersssss



looks scary? haha..looks can be deceiving... its death spider and it is cooked.. and as a matter of fact from jason (who oso the one that bring back the spiders from cambodia after his mission trip), he said that only 3 or 4 kind of species of spiders are poisonous.. so don't worry...
i have to admit that the spiders taste crunchy and i m loving it...the funny part is everybody was quite scared and i m the one in charge to pluck off the legs of the spiders as mr ken persuade the cf committee to eat..so conclusion is i eat 3 ..and i love the legs...yummy...haha...all the commitee is like running wild with the spiders....wild hogs day...wohoo...
swensen earthquake ice cream..yummy


the cake for august ppl birthday...


the FOUR (birthday ppl) just a part of ppl dat

have birthday on august


the group ( kdu CF and ex kdu cf or a.k.a swensen groupie)

Wednesday, September 12, 2007






one am band in kdu auditorium for Kdu cf easter celebration- one cool and hip event




paul did this video for our kdu cf...which align with our tagline-i will follow you, in this video, he is asking the youth, who would u follow.. =)

Friday, September 07, 2007

books

This is the revised version
Was prompted to buy this book when it is in my hand...its like love at first sight (it nvr exist in relationship, plz don't ever believe to this lie) I read it and i noe it is God working for me to buy it... coz i cry every night after the book..God literally heal me using the book.. Establishing the essence of me as a women a.k.a female (He created human in His likeness-male and female He created them. Went through a season of God inserting the identity of being HIS bride..HE show me how HE love me for who I am (women), how HE assure me of my worth.. tis book also impart the way to be lily white (set apart) for the Lover... how God wants to heal and throw away all the other lovers, part time lovers... HE want us to give our pen to HIM, so that He can writes the best love story . I was overflow of God love as HE work in me through this book, i can only weep and weep out of my need and longing to be love.. HE show me how gentle,beautiful and intimate HE is. HE let me realize HE put a hole in us, which can only be filled by HIM alone, if not loneliness and emptiness will be in our life. U ask me wat i need now, LOVE from the lover of my soul. So shall the king greatly desire thy beauty: for he is thy Lord; and worship thou him. Psalm 45:11 KJV - as she writes- inside every young women is a princess in search of her prince..
as for gals that will do this book with me, i shall share more (more means alot alot ahaha)

God noes the desire or my one question- Am I beautiful..every girl want to know that, we are born to desire a fairy tale. But in a fallen world, we believe in too many lies and are wounded... HE want me to know that I m beautiful deep down... how I want daddy to say that I am beautiful, how much i need the love from daddy, its how we are created... Femine is a characteristic of God- inviting, captivating, alluring, giving rest, love and gentleness, caring, strength and stirring... the first four chapter is funny where the last 4 chapter is healing and love...


These two are very beautiful book...most importantly books that bring impact and realization of how we are created...Healing and love comes as well throught this two books (God working of course)

Christian Fellowship programs

Christian Fellowship come out with a new transformation... after a whole day commitee meeting, new agenda resulted... Yeap, the update are below: tada

- First of all- we decided to use the theme- lets get connected
-connect to people
-connect to God

its basically to evangelist and lead them to church
we does not function as a church, but a medium to lead them to church... a medium to touch the peers, fellowship and bring salvation.

we have to rearrange the commitee too.. we are still doing it as clement join us back.... since some of the commitee status is still in arrangement, so i won't be disclosing..

We decided to use the telecommunication like digi, celcom and hotlink for each month.. don't worry, they won't sue us for copyright.. we just have the idea of using their tagline- for september, it will be digi month- where we used the tagline of I will follow you.. For the first week of Sept, we just have a party on fri and so far so gud..its cool and we r slowly establishing the people of our program through this party..all the drinks and snacks are yellow lol, decorations too.... all the commitee wore yellow too.. bright group... we have video by paula, games by jason and snacks and drinks.. the following week, we will have issue week, where we will discuss issue like peer pressure..for the third week, we will be doing bible study about the issue, and last week of Sept, we will have a speaker to conclude ur tagline- i will follow u (the speaker will go deeper into the words relating peer pressure and also answer some questions from issue week)

Following month the tagline will be from celcom-this is kdu territory, snacks and drinks will be blue "p ... the issue week will be about what is your limit, how far will u go in touching... then the bible study week, forth week will be speaker, the fifth week we will organize outing.

For November, we will have hotlink- life unlimited (x-pax), the snacks and drinks will be in red +.+ ... the issue week will be what does it means to be live to the fullness, ur gifts and future and etc.. netx week, bible study, following week, speaker...

For every thursday, we will be doing a study on a book named Habitudes - on leadership(habit and attitudes) for 1 hour.this book is written byy Dr. Tim Elmore.. a well known christian speaker.

For girls only.. i will be doing a book named captivating and authentic beauty... mainly i will be doing it on tuesday- meet up, talks about the book if u have read it and pray about it..time not sure yet..but if u r interested just let me noe..i can pass u the books anytime..


this is the book...check it out through the web and my review on it on another post on my blog...

Revolution a.k.a POWER

Yeap, that is it- u saw my title, an even name Revolution... Just this wednesday, KDU CF (Christian Fellowship) commitee have been invited to go to Inti college in Sunway- next to Taylor college.. so, jason (one of the commitee) drive the 4 others commitee who can make it (me,clement, aaron tam, daniel sim) paul was too tired to go, while wan si stuck at home...anyway, we went early and jason become the tour guide as he studied in Taylor college bfore.. I just remember that the Asia Cafe next to Taylor is really a heaven of foods- i wish i study thr ") .. somemore the asia cafe have their own hige cyber cafe..awesome ..hehe.. we went i taylor too..its quite big, with nice lecture hall, library and auditorium hall.. nice place...We went to Inti after that, tour around as well.. their student club and society are active.. especially inti CF..

The Inti CF Ushers came and lead us to the meeting room at the appointed time.. after a time of introduction and all... the meeting started..suprisingly with worship..wow was all i can say... coz once we start to worship... the realm just change... its like we reach a different dimension with our worship... God presence is clearly thr... God is moving the new generation..beside P.S Kent and Ray, the rest of us are the new generation or wat ppl call the pioneers which mean we r the generation to start something new..the first generation... There is the new seed God is trying to birth in the pioneers, especially with this event.. Indeed, HE want to work powerfully among us...a new annointing have come... After worship, indeed, it is very encouraging to hear the testimony of the youth especially from inti CF, eg, the visions and dreams God reveal to them and most importanly the passion and love for God... Its heart warming to know a bunch of ppl who walk with God in spirit... one thing for sure, this event will be used by God to touch more ppl than we ever imagine..(p.s, if u wan to noe more about wat God reveal to them, ask me as i m nt sure whether i should disclose it in blog hehe)

The next session is vision casting of this event..how they come out with the vison to have this event and why 1 month only... FIY, 1 month for a RM 20THOUSAND K event...it is a huge event..We need to to fund raising, each of the incharge CF have to do fund raising for this event... they will give us the offer letter.. we have faith that God will provide us finacially since this event is of HIM... if u happen to stumble to my blog and read this, if u can, pls contribute (amount depend on u) =) thx first .

All KDU cf commitee can say is indeed this rally is God will.. we were praying for interCF event or to visit others CF..now with this event, our prayer is answered..we can now establish a network with other CF just as we are praying for it..Metropolitan share that they don't have many members and are also praying what is the activities and hope to have interCF too, God is a God that answer ur heart desire..Praise God and amen...there are one more CF also share the same testimony..Halleluyah

Another suprise came, P.S Kent (nw working closely with the planet shakers ministry) preaching to us... we thought its a meeting- how come have sermon -only the Father knows ;)
It was a powerful sermon, the encounter of the widow with Jesus- PS Kent challenging us to widen our jar/ capacity...After that, was a round of declaring and worship, asking God to widen our capacity, give us the burden for God to use us and asking God to come to all nation by sing the song save our nations- a powerful declaration for our nation as all of us sing in unity

Last, we are given the task for the event- we are put in charge of promo and marketing and follow up with Inti (after event)

Here are the Information of REVOLUTION :

Date: 13 of October

Venue : Sri Sedaya
Speaker : P.S Russell Evan (Planet Shakers Ministry)

Free of charge!!! we have freebies somemore

It is organize by interCF as this will be a college and university rally... CF that are involved are Sunway-Monash, Segi, Help, Kdu (us), Tarc, Inti, Metropolitan and etc...

Visit this link in facebook for more info bout this rally- http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=4925244229


Do come and see God move mightly

Thursday, August 30, 2007

what a month (august) I need money

yeap...a month of independent day..i m not sure whether it is related or not, but i think everybody will call it a month where there money flow like water... for me and some students -especially degree and hotel and tourism... assignments and reading piling up like mountain, waiting for us to conquer it...

anyway, its "the month " where kdu christian fellowship alone have 6 people birthdays... some of my frens were complaning y so many people born at this month causing us broke as we have to buy presents... well, its the UP THERE decision for lifes to be born at tis month..so cant question much..hehe... well, Blessed Birthday to Miss Angeline (aug 25), Li Yan (aug 24), Anna Grace Low (Aug 17), Daniel Sim (Aug 28), Paul Wong (Aug 29) and Abelene (Aug 30)...

A month of celebration indeed...step on the weighing machine and u will know that all the cakes and party left u bloated and gain the pounds..oh well, u will mind at first, but all the foods just satisfied u..hehe.. Anna did a barbecue- imagine all the meats,sausege, burger and etc that we consume, the best part is the majerin dat we consume a.k.a oil that we use to cook... Mr Kenny and Joram become the chefs for that day... went to eat at anna hse's balcony..cooling and pitch dark.. talking and talking... the last part before we go back is the one that make my heart pump very hard..i don't know y.. each one of us are suppose to say something gud about anna.. just before my turn i suddenly get very nervous ahaha... it happen wen I have too many things to say about the person and I don't know izzit ok for me to say it in front of all, was blushing-suprisingly...call me shy, its so not me..ahahah
Here goes, from the bottom of my heart, I am really thankful for this gal named anna, she offered me a place to stay for 1 month and drive me to work and everywhr else too.. sry le, anna, no matter wat, u r helpful..lol...(p.s. she hate it coz its like the most word ppl used to describe her-helpful helpful and helpful) this prove she have a heart of angel (or try to be one..just kidding) i also have fun in bedroom with her..(don't think the wrong way) I mean bedtime sharing or talking- but we do it in the morning at times... oh ya, tis gal veri devoted, she will do devotion every day... her favourite qoutes is to the pure, all things are pure..lol.. she is the one naive and innocent, so automatically that line will be for her...(actually wen u noe her deeper, she is crazy and corrupted-this corruption is done by me and the yam cha team, u noe who u are =p) one thing, she tend to be disconnected in yam cha which after her explanation, i think i can understand y...she also my singing partner in her car (mainly worship song and at times we corrupt song- eg, the chorus of right here waiting for you, we change to what the crap, we also redraft worship song lyrics eg My God is mighty to save exclusively for MCdonalds which is a part of our yam cha life- we r nt cult that worship MCD but just fooling around, no worry)...she is also the guitarist in her room-we play and sing together, I admire her passion in playing guitar as I tried learning from her, one key oso i can't do well after 15 minute, my tumb like numb adi oso cannot get the key correct, so i guess i have no talent or the teacher problem =p ..at times she will whack half of the junk foods in her rooms wen she is in the mood to do it and she will keep saying, once in awhile only...she will also agree with me that girls take a long time in bathroom (sometimes only actually) is because we r being productive inside =p ... i think i will stop revealing the behind bedroom scene adi..lol..too much info...last, tis is a gal which is put close to my heart and I mean it...

After Anna, we celebrated Miss Angeline, li yan, daniel and paul birthday in Paris Restaurant (It is actually a thankgiving dinner after CF fund raising) and Swensen... Swensen was the highlight as we sang birthday songs 4 times (lol) and eat the giant Earthquake ice cream- consists of 8 large scoop of different flavour ice-cream... I am in ice cream heaven...melting away in sweetness of ice cream... din eat much as quite full and everybody fighting over the ice cream ..lol... anyway, the birthday people are force to share some words about their hope for future and their future spouse quality....quality like understanding, loving, love God, intellectual and etc came out...

The KDU Hotel and Tourism food fest- which is on august 30th... The whole cafeteria is basically theirs..with all kind of foods, drinks and deserts-from ice kacang, chicken wing, western, chinese and Japan delicacy, nt mentioning otak otak, Kebab and etc... Li yan stall deco is nice..well, li yan is the deco leader for her stall and have been working hard, it is visible with the black panda eyes she have...all the stall are nicely decorated- some with Ship theme, Island theme, wild wild west and etc..Cafeteria is neredning crowded till around 2pm...btw, I also want to thx Li Yan for driving me to college and church... So yeah, another event which require money to be spend..worse or laughable, we are like force to spend all the money from the coupon we bought eventhough we don't really eat that much... we like, please go ahead and use the coupon and don't save it,just buy.. this the only situation where money are force to be spend and seem so worthless lol..

Next stop, daniel and abigail (dan sis) combine party in their hse... will c hw what happen thr.. aaron t pose a question, will we have alter call? lol, daniel just show his "speechless and what the" face...it will be interesting a birthday party with alter call...hehehehe

After that, lik ee will organize a moon cake pot bless at september 15... And he want to walk with the lantern...lik ee lik ee..i have no comment..hehehee..btw, cant wait for the foods other ppl provide and the mooncake of course..it will be a night of fellowship as well, especially with some ex-CF commitee

Thank God i only have my secondary school best fren birthday in september...which is september 8..cant wait to c her at september 16 after her exams which go on and on and on for her accounting course....

Indeed, August is a month of life and celebration...i wish money do come as the amount of birthday tis month =p well, i can day dream and pray for money hehehe.. Anyway, I just pray that the Lord will help me to appreciate ppl more on this month-especially through their birthday and other days too of course

P.S Was waiting for the cab in One U old wing cab stand... Was wondering izzit because of the merdeka eve that make it so hard to take a cab..i waited for awhile, give up to hunger and nature call... only after I eat and all, i manage to get a cab who coincidently want to go back to near my place..whew.. he ask me how long have I waited as there is some ppl who waited for hours... thr is still alot of ppl waiting for a cab even as I leave... He said the reason is the cab driver is having strike (mogok) over government for not raising the taxi fare over 12 years (rm 2 wen we first go in and now the cab driver want rm4).. no wonder i saw some cab driver purposely park their cab near the cab stand and refuse to work... well, we been praying hard for a righteous government...so i guess, the government still catious about raising prices.. Praise God as if they raise the price i really having problem as sometimes I have to rely on cab... i don't mean to not symphatize the cab driver and I understand they need to survive also, bt i think they r doing ok with rm 2...sigh, petrol rise, everthing rise.. now cab also wan a rise... rising lifestyle i would call. i need money...seriously

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

desire

I have been pondering about one thing, it is my desire to grow up that make me sin, we also have this desire to be loved and etc..all kind of desires... God created with beautiful emotions (in His likeness), HE want us to have feelings and desires just as He are.. But wen we fall, satan have captives over our desire, he manipulate and deceive us with our emotions...he can deceive u by using loneliness, pain, hurts to set u in bondage.. God created the hole (loneliness) so that He can feel us with it and only He alone can fill it.. so as we fall, we constanly seek to fill this hole but it won't work (trust me) as this place is only for Him. Eve was tempted and fall, the serpant tempted and stirred her desire to gain wisdom and desire to see things (ur eyes will be opened as the serpant said) God created this desire for wisdom and to see or learn things, HE want us to have the desire to have more wisdom about HIM and to learn about HIM.. HE created with the breath of HIS life, with brains and emotions... of course the satan (deceiver and manipulator) twisted the desire...
new international bible-genesis 2:4-7
You will not surely die," the serpent said to the woman. 5 "For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil."6 When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it. 7 Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Malaysia, truly beautiful

This month have been our country independent month...with alot of interesting stuff happen...all around the world actually.. eespecially the Korean hostage...but it unite Christians all over the world to pray for them... read the newspaper and u will find out alot of things..depressing sometimes..even my fren who is a intern in the Star, who writes headlines don't read the newspaper,she wailed that it is too depressing..how ironic...hehehe... My church have been praying for Malaysia according to the NECF 40 days fast.. last fri we gather in Elder uncle Hock Seng house to pray for Msia government, states and etc... one thing , Msia is a blessed country as we don't have much nature disaster and most importantly we r consider a safe country compare to other countries... Holy Spirit also have been working in the churches, rising God's bride... alot of events have been organize by various christian organizations and churches which clearly God annointing and presence simply overflow the congregations... Lastly, just continue to lift our country into prayer..as wen God is working, the other side is working too...very hard actually..but God have the final victory and control..Praise Him...

Saturday, August 11, 2007

My church-BUC

Been joining BUC (Bandar Utama Chapel) since last year October (if I am not mistaken)... Its really nice small congregation and its a cell church... Its great to belong to a family of God-Body of Christ... This year Easter, I have been approached to make decision regarding Baptism. Together with Aaron Tam, we have a talk with our Growth Group (cell) Elder or also known as Pastor, Uncle Hock Seng about it.. Even as that time, God use this time to show me how my church function as a Body of Christ... God let me see how the BUC members support each other (elders opening house to the members, prayers for each other, parenting helps and also funeral time) I see the fellowship thr...Even as Uncle Hock Seng say, Baptism is to proclaim that u now belong to this family of Christ... I also receive Breads in Church which is one of the main functions of church.... btw, i didn't realized how much tis church have people who truly support the members and a place whr God presence comfort instead of condemning or pressuring u when u sin, untill I experience..i won't really reveal the detail of what happen (sorry for no juicy detail- bbtw, i dun think it is juicy at all) as i find it not necessary..wat matters is lessons learned and God forgiveness transfrom me and bring me to another level of submission... He heal me regarding my desire to grow up and break free, I believe in a lie that I am imature and childish as what my parent said since small. I strruggle with inadequate feeling, therefore tries anything to proof that I am capable such as being rebelious and striving hard... I learned from a hard way the first lesson of submissions, still more to come... Praise God for His ever comforting hands and embrace even as I failed Him, assuring me it will be alright with His tender voice... He lifted up all the burden and pressure with His love, only wen I am vulnerable HE can work in me...I can only surrender and abandon myself at that time..When u r the weakest, God is the strongest..Even though it happens about 1 months ago..i will contantly be reminded of it and I won't regret it happens as I truly learned form my mistake.. I won't trade it with anything...For Jesus came to change ashes into Beauty...Thanks for people who stand by me even as this time... God bless

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

update i guess

long long time didn't blog adi..just lazy hehe...sorry for my procasination..lol....(dunno spell correctly or nt)

I am a Murdorch degree student now in KDU-Praise God for His divine plan... One assignment on hand d..heheh.... I noe alot of money for me to study degree, so i can only try my best, for my future and the money my parent spent...back to college and looking forward for it

Just came back from a family and relative trip (a trip organize by my aunty) A bus of 44 people(my family, relatives and my aunty tai-chi frens plus some of their family) and a over-humour tour guide..hehe...a trip which is fattening as we sit hours in the bus and eat and eat and eat lolx..miss the foods! we visit kedah, then stay in penag, Ipoh the next day, then head back to KL... alot of history value in Penang...delicious Penang Laksa...a relaxing time with family and relatives... was amazed by how sporting and young old people can be(most of the peple in the bus aged 45 and above) they sing karoke, walk around, and play games... we play musical chair in bus and it was hilarious and fun...

well, thats the update for nw..hehe.. take care ....

Monday, July 30, 2007

books that i want...=)

The lists of books that i am craving for =)

From spiritual slavery to spiritual sonship by Jack Frost


Feathers from my nest-a mother's reflections by Beth Moore- Beth reflects on motherhood and shares many memories and spiritual applications from raising her children. A wonderful gift book for women of all ages


A heart like his by Beth Moore- Based on Scripture and Beth's probing insights into the romantic, mysterious, majestic life of David, A Heart Like His will show you how to serve God better by understanding our own unique place in His heart


Breaking Free by Beth Moore- Take a journey to discover true Christian freedom - the abundant life God intends for every believer. Learn to make freedom in Christ a daily reality through the truth of God's Word - Truth that will set us free. ** ranked #6 in Spiritual Growth category as a CBA Bestseller in February 2004


Things Pondered by Beth Moore- The first collection of Beth's Poetry & Vignettes


Bible concordance and the Message bible =)


A Perfect Wedding: Inviting the Author of Romance to Make Your Day Beautiful - by leslie and eric ludy --- In this little book, Leslie and I desire to dust off God's ancient path – a path that leads couples to the perfection of marriage intimacy. What makes a perfect wedding, and subsequently, a perfect marriage? The answer is not roses, rhymes, tender rhetoric, or even raw grit and determination. Rather, the Author of romance Himself wants to be your Wedding Planner. A wedding day doesn’t define a great and lasting marriage, but like a pulse, it identifies the life at the center of it. Humanly built wedding days set up couples for humanly marred marriages, but God-crafted wedding days provide a foundation for a beautiful lifetime of profound shared intimacy. A wedding day is a taste of what’s to come. The tenor of a wedding day can often be the tenor of an entire marriage. Is a wedding about you, the bride and groom? Or is it about Someone greater than you? Those who learn the answer to this all-important question correctly unlock the great mystery of marital success. If you are like many other couples in our generation who long for something more than mediocrity in your future marriage, then get off to the right start by assigning God the position of Wedding Coordinator. This book displays how breathtakingly beautiful your wedding day (and your marriage) can be when the Author of lasting love becomes the Guest of Honor. Included with this book is a CD of five original wedding songs that Leslie and I wrote and recorded in our own studio – each song is an expression of one of the specific truths written about in this book, and each one includes a performance track as well. One of our favorite songs on this album is a new wedding version of Faithfully – the full-length song that was originally included with When God Writes Your Love Story. Couples all around the country have used Faithfully in their weddings to express the beauty of a God-written love story.


When Dreams Come True: a love story only God could write by eric and leslie ludy- Whenever anyone says to us, “So tell us about your love story” we tell them to read When Dreams Come True. Our love story, in our humble opinion, was (and is) one of the most amazing in the history of the world. Not because of our own romantic ability – rather, because God Himself scripted the details. All of the struggles, doubts, hopes, fears, failures and triumphs of our relationship are captured in this book. During our single years and throughout our love story, Leslie and I both kept detailed journals, which we drew from when putting this book together. As a result, this story provides an intimate peak inside our hearts and minds during the process of building a God-written love story. It’s written like a novel, but the story is true. If you want a clear example of what a Heaven-built romance can look like, this is the book for you. If you have ever struggled with the idea of giving God full control of this area of your life, this book will offer you a refreshing vision of hope


When God Writes Your Love Story: The Ultimate Approach to Guy/Girl Relationships by Eric and Leslie Ludy- This book has provided the foundation for a whole new way of thinking about relationships among today’s younger generation. Rather than building a love story the way the world does (with a few Christian morals tacked on for good measure) this book introduces readers to a far superior way of building a love story…God’s way. After all, God is the One who invented the concept of romance in the first place! And God doesn’t need to imitate the world’s way of building a relationship…He has His very own perfect, amazing, beautiful way of writing a love story, and it is far more fulfilling and romantic than anything Hollywood could ever concoct. Leslie and I believe that the foundation for an amazing, lifelong love story begins even before you meet your future spouse, by allowing the Author of romance to script your love story and show you how to love like He loves. Rather than chasing after temporary relationships, this book challenges readers to give the “pen” to God and allow Him to script their love story in His own perfect time and way. In this book, we take readers through the “Four Secrets to an Amazing Love Story” – practical things that you can do now to prepare for a love story that will go the distance. From learning to love your spouse even before you meet them, to understanding the difference between mere abstinence and true purity; from practicing the skills of tenderness and selflessness that will make you a superhero spouse, to experiencing God’s best in your single years; from understanding renewed purity to making your parents your teammates – this book is loaded with inspiration, motivation, and practical insight for experiencing a God-written love story.


"Sit Walk Stand"Watchman Nee- An inspiring look at Ephesians and the believer's association with Christ, the world, and Satan. A classic by Watchman Nee



"God Of Abraham Isaac And Jacob"Watchman Nee-
The Christian life is based on the irrevocable promises of God, the enjoyment of all that God has prepared for us in Christ, and the transformation that results from the loving discipline of the Spirit. In The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, Watchman Nee draws upon the experiences of these Old Testament patriarchs and presents their lives as an allegory of the complete Christian experience. From our response to God's promises by faith to our ultimate transformation into sons who are conformed to the image of Christ, we must pass through the same life experiences of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. Like Abraham, we have been given the promise of God for the inheritance; like Isaac, we can enjoy all that God has planned for us in Christ His Son; and like Jacob, we must experience the discipline of the Holy Spirit for the sake of our growth and transformation


"Holy Spirit and Reality"Watchman Nee- The Christian Life seemingly involves many outward matters and things, such as Baptism, the Breaking of Bread, Worship, Praise, Prayer, Forgiveness, Humility, and Love For One Another. As such, it is easy to focus on these things but miss the spiritual reality behind them. This reality is the Holy Spirit. Apart from the Holy Spirit, who is the Spirit of Reality, all of these things, no matter how faithfully practiced, are merely outward conduct that is devoid of any real inward spiritual content. Here, Watchman Nee speaks of the believer's need to advance from outward practices to a genuine, spiritual living that is centered on knowing and experiencing the Holy Spirit. The Spirit is actively working to reveal Himself to us and to discipline us so that we may be guided into God's reality.


The liberator by: Rob Lacey
Synopsis: An engaging new paraphrase of the gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke into the language of the city. Rob Lacey reworks the metaphors, situations and speech patterns of the gospels to create a real impact on the modern urban reader.



The Shaping of a Christian Family more books like this by Elisabeth Elliot
Elisabeth Elliot offers a unique viewpoint of parenting and family life in this inspiring book. Drawing from the Scriptures, her observations of family life in America over the past 40 years, and her own upbringing, Elliot illustrates the foundational principles and values necessary to create a Christian home and family.


The Love of a Godly Mother by Max Lucado; Ruth Bell Graham; Beth Moore; Sheila Walsh; Kathy Troccoli; Elizabeth Elliot; Anne Graham Lotz

Let me be a women by Elizabeth Eliot
"In order to learn what it means to be a woman, we must start with the One who made her." Working from Scripture, well-known speaker and author Elisabeth Elliot shares her observations and experiences in a number of essays on what it means to be a Christian woman, whether single, married, or widowed.


Love Has a Price Tag by Elisabeth Elliot
In this collection of essays, Elisabeth Elliot shows us what it means to live a life fully given to Christ. By depicting everyday encounters and events, she helps us to see meaning both in the mundane and the miraculous. From a hospital in Georgia to a mission station in the Andes, from a seminary in Massachusetts to a secluded house in Jamaica, Elisabeth Elliot introduces us to places and people where simple faith perceives the power of God in the stuff of everyday living.


Passion and Purity: Learning to Bring Your Love Life under Christ's Control by Elisabeth Elliot, Joshua Harris (Foreword by), Ruth Bell Graham (Introduction)
From the PublisherPopular seminar speaker Elisabeth Elliot has written a book about bringing one's love life under the authority of Jesus Christ. She gives direction in such areas as singleness or marriage, putting God's desires ahead of personal desires, what men look for in a woman, virginity and chastity, and the man's and woman's role in relationships.


Quest for Love: True Stories of Passion and Purity by Elisabeth Elliot

From the Publisher"What if I never marry - will God take that desire away?" "I have deep feelings for this guy, but he says I am like a sister to him. What should I do?" "Why should a man still be expected to initiate romance?" These are just a few of the questions posed in letters to Elisabeth Elliot by readers of her best-selling book Passion and Purity. In Quest for Love, Elliot shares many of these letters and responds to the writers' heartfelt needs and confusion with sound, biblical guidance. With warmth and humor, she dusts off "antiquated" concepts such as commitment, integrity, honor, and servanthood, and then applies them to dating and singleness today. Quest for Love is brimming with true stories about how men and women find each other. Some of the stories end unhappily and serve as wake-up calls to those on the edge of making serious mistakes. Others, including moving love stories of Christian heroes, give testimony to "a faithful shepherd bringing people together." The tales in this book reveal that the key to a great love life is adhering to high moral standards - no matter how old-fashioned they seem - and daily committing matters of the heart to Christ.


Why a Daughter Needs a Dad: A Hundred Reasons
by Gregory E. Lang, Janet Moran (Photographer), Janet Lankford-Moran (Photographer)
From the PublisherThe relationship between father and daughter almost defies description. Nurtured with love, the relationship strengthens and brings out the best in both, softening the rough edges of fathers and providing strength and security for their daughters. Why a Daughter Needs a Dad is one father's loving reflection upon what he brings - or hopes to bring - to his daughter's life. The warmth of hugs and laughter, the comfort of familiarity, the creation of a history from which both he and his daughter may draw - these things make up the warmhearted relationship he enjoys with his daughter and shares with readers in this sensitive and thoughtful book. Janet Lankford - Moran's photographs warmly illustrate many of the unique aspects of the ways fathers and daughters relate to one another.
The result is a book that will inspire fathers to embrace the irreplaceable role they play in their daughters' lives, to provide them with the love, nurture, and support they seek, and to enjoy the blessings that come back to them many times over.


Why a Daughter Needs a Mom by Gregory Lang
From the PublisherMothers and daughters often see themselves when they look at each other: mothers seeing themselves as a child again and daughters glimpsing the woman they will likely become. While this can be frightening at times, it also can be comforting. A daughter needs her mother to tell her the journey from girl to woman is more exciting than frightening and, with the blessing of children and grandchildren, the journey never ends. In his relationship with his own daughter, Greg Lang admits that while she once was his “playful partner in crime” and “most adoring audience,” she now turns to her mother for consolation and understanding. “Mothers are the best listeners,” he writes, “whether the news is good or bad. Moms know the reason for tears need not always be explained, but a big hug, a laugh, and chocolate always make things brighter.” A mom is a daughter’s role model through each stage of life, and wise and fortunate mothers are able to stay one step ahead of their daughters’ development along the way. A mother’s comfort soothes hurt feelings from playground to prom, from first-job pitfalls to first-pregnancy concerns. There is no substitute in a daughters’ life for Mom. With charming photographs of mothers and daughters of various backgrounds and ages, Why a Daughter Needs a Mom will inspire mothers everywhere to empower their daughters to reach their full potential in becoming strong, purposeful, independent women.


What Every Daughter Wants Her Mother to Know by Betty Sargent, Betsy Perry, Betsy F. Perry
From the PublisherDaughters and moms have a special bond, but it isn't always easy to communicate.
What Every Daughter Wants Her Mother to Know says everything to your mother that you wish you had, accented with warm photos. Sweet without being overly sentimental, every daughter's mother will love this book as an impromptu gift, thank-you, Mother's Day present or Christmas surprise.
Honest and heartfelt, here's what daughters everywhere want to share with their mom.
• "Most of all the other beautiful things in life come by twos and threes, by dozens and hundreds. Plenty of roses, stars, sunsets, rainbows, brothers and sisters, aunts and cousins, comrades, and friends-but only one mother in the whole wide world."-Kate Douglas Wiggin
• How about hiding those naked baby pictures of me when my boyfriend is around?
• "Every beetle is a gazelle in the eyes of its mother."—Moorish Proverb
• It took me years to realize that when you told me I looked tired or that my hair was dirty, you did it out of love, not criticism.


The Incredible Truth About Mothers by Bradley Trevor Greive

From the Publisher
Motherhood is the world’s most demanding – and rewarding - job. It’s a calling that comes with incredible highs and gut-wrenching lows. How to express both the joys and challenges inherent in parenting the next generation in a way that is guaranteed to leave your audience smiling with tears in their eyes? Leave it to the one and only Bradley Trevor Greive.
In this moving and yet often side-splittingly funny homage to mothers everywhere, the best-selling author has masterfully paired his insightful prose with humorous animal photography that quickly and succinctly sums up his narrative’s loving nuances. A mother tiger nuzzling her cub. A basset hound with an ice bag on her head. All are fodder and focus for BTG’s unique wit and wisdom.
From birth to toddlers to teenagers, The Incredible Truth About Motherhood covers the many stops and starts children make on their journey to adulthood and describes how devoted mothers are both teacher and student. Of course, the book ends with a heartfelt “I love you, Mom!” on behalf of the hundreds of thousands of readers who will buy it as a Mother’s Day.
Bradley Trevor Greive’s previous books have been enthusiastically received in over two dozen countries throughout the world, attracting millions of readers with his trademark combination of engaging animal photography, gentle humor, and priceless perceptions. Dear Mom, for example, has sold nearly half a million copies in the year since it was published. The Incredible Truth About Motherhood should likewise rocket to the top of best-seller lists all over the planet.


You're Wearing That?: Understanding Mothers and Daughters in Conversation by Deborah Tannen
From the PublisherDeborah Tannen's #1 New York Times bestseller You Just Don’t Understand revolutionized communication between women and men. Now, in her most provocative and engaging book to date, she takes on what is potentially the most fraught and passionate connection of women’s lives: the mother-daughter relationship.It was Tannen who first showed us that men and women speak different languages. Mothers and daughters speak the same language–but still often misunderstand each other, as they struggle to find the right balance between closeness and independence. Both mothers and daughters want to be seen for who they are, but tend to see the other as falling short of who she should be. Each overestimates the other’s power and underestimates her own. Why do daughters complain that their mothers always criticize, while mothers feel hurt that their daughters shut them out? Why do mothers and daughters critique each other on the Big Three–hair, clothes, and weight–while longing for approval and understanding? And why do they scrutinize each other for reflections of themselves? Deborah Tannen answers these and many other questions as she explains why a remark that would be harmless coming from anyone else can cause an explosion when it comes from your mother or your daughter. She examines every aspect of this complex dynamic, from the dark side that can shadow a woman throughout her life, to the new technologies like e-mail and instant messaging that are transforming mother-daughter communication. Most important, she helps mothers and daughters understand each other, the key to improving their relationship.With groundbreaking insights,pitch-perfect dialogues, and deeply moving memories of her own mother, Tannen untangles the knots daughters and mothers can get tied up in. Readers will appreciate Tannen’s humor as they see themselves on every page and come away with real hope for breaking down barriers and opening new lines of communication. Eye-opening and heartfelt, You’re Wearing That? illuminates and enriches one of the most important relationships in our lives.


I Only Say This because I Love You: Talking to Your Parents, Partner, Sibs, and Kids when You're All Adults by Deborah Tannen
SynopsisWhy does talk in families so often go in circles, leaving us tied up in knots? In this illuminating book, Deborah Tannen, the linguist and and bestselling author of You Just Don't Understand and many other books, reveals why talking to family members is so often painful and problematic even when we're all adults.


Supernatural Childbirth by Terri Mize (Author), Jackie Mize (Author)

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

words from a cards

Copy these words froma love cards...very sweet in my opinion...check it out


Long before I ever knew you, I loved the idea of you

Before I ever heard your voice, I listened for its assurance

Before I ever felt your touch, I desired its gentleness

Before I returned your first kiss, I longed for its passion

Long before I knew you, I knew that I wanted only you

And when I found you, I knew that I would love you forever ...


Let these words be our desire to the Lover of our soul, Jesus Christ..
HE is the cry and desire of our heart...Only HE satisfy us...Believe that He is the LOVER

Friday, June 01, 2007

Korean movie-- 200 pounds beauty

My relatives came over my hse on thurs... i came back home on fri to have dinner with them and after dat we went for movie (which is my emphasis here and pardon me if i go off track) so the whole car full of excited 4 teens (my 2 brothers and 2 cousins) and 2 young adults (me and my other cousin)...after much discussion and deciding...we went to cineleisure in the curve and movie on our pick is 200 pounds beauty (a korean movie) when you hear about korean movie, run to the nearest store and buy few boxes of tissues (and yes I am exaggerating it) The plot of korean movie come normally with a package of tears and laugther...

We have about 1 hour plus before the clock tick 12am which is the movie time... we found a snooker and football machine place...so the time is fill with fun and shout from the games...ahaha, first time playing snooker...(yes, i know the jaw is drooping as a result of suprise) btw, i di hit in some balls =)

Here come the review of 200 pounds beauty movie :

To summarizes it... i personally think this movie is out regarding the rise of plastic surgery in korean ladies. It is a rising idustry and profit...dats y business people lovesss ladies, their eyes shine with money as ladies will spend loads of money for beauty purposes...well, pro and cons is thr...

This movie revolves around the glamour life of singer and producers....of course, not forgeting our ugly fat duckling the heroin...the glamour life of our singer, the pretty and hot singer but (notice the but), she is not talented with notes... our heroin which have a angelic and powerful voice plus heart...FIY, she fall in love with the producer, the hero..

At the hero birthday, heroin's heart broke when she accidently heard that the singer and hero are using her for profit...she eventually seek resolve by having plastic surgery...enduring all the agony of knives cutting her flesh.

our heroin turn from a fat, ugly duckling to a beautiful swimming swarm...leaving all the guys stirred up and stalking her...She later find herself being a replacement to the once fat and ugly self... this time, she is introduce as a star for her look and voice...

She also rekindle her romance with the hero... (watch the movie to know)

The singer was jealous and angry of heroin as she was getting all attention and the singer is losing her place..so she set to find out more about her identity...

the concert is the highlight..where heroin force herself to go on stage...the moment she see her dad dancing in front (she refuse to recognize her dad before that and shoo him away as some stalker fans..her fren who backup singer with her before this took the dad away and is angry over her) she cry and stooped the guard from shooing her dad at the concert... in tears she tell the truth out- who she is and why she did it.. she finally found herself back... she apologised for what she did...the crowds encourage her and concert continue in tears....her fren came to the stage in back up singer helping her to finish the song as she can't hold her tears..she went down and hug her dad...

she is still a singer but using her real name after that...she concentrate in her singing and taking care of her mentally ill dad which assume her as his wife...

one point, girls struggle with issue whether they are desirable or not... eventough they are pretty, they still wander around searching affirmation of opposite sex...they want to know whether they have people desire and love them or not. I too struggle with this...it only improve when I allow God to work in this area. God will constanly remind me of how desirable I am...only He our bridegroom can satisfy the needs of being love...for He put in our hearts the longing...He want us to be satisfy in His love alone.

Monday, May 21, 2007

Back!!

Been missing in action...i mean in blogging...well. lotsa things happen...Praise God for this season... too many things dat i hav experience in God n also life. too much to be blog...

anyway, was typing in lunch time, ahaha..nth to do.. oh ya, working nw... experience the so called 'world' ....

One thing...no matter what, God is here to assure me, tenderly whispering His love eventough i keep doubting His assuring voice...bt i have to give up n trust Him in the end...of course God win..lolx
realized dat God can be so real and in the midst of your exsistence...no matter wat is the circumstances...

He steal my heart away n lock it in His beauty and glory... I am the runaway bride which now found by my bridegroom and He shower me with His love and welcome arm...Every day, He will satisfy me and whsiper to my ear how much He love and care for me, He hold my hand, embrace me ...My heart is full of life with His love...
When I call Him, He will be by my side instanly..His name(Abba) is like a rushing wind, touches my heart with love, life and adoration.. my bridegroom love for me is not till death do us apart, but His commitment to me and vice versa is till eternity and death won't do us apart...unless I choose to runaway from this commitment again...

Everyday, He bring me to the chamber, tenderly brushing my hair and kissing me His forgiveness for I am runaway bride before...chamber is the place where our relationship will be restored...the beautiful chamber is also a place for Him to prepare me to be fully and complete as His bride (satisfied with His love alone and make whole by His love) My longing for love (as i were created for love) is fill by Him in the sacred place... Slowly, as I run to Him...He reveal to me His heart desire and I reveal my desire, weakness, strength, loneliness and struggle, etc...

He assure me of His love by bringing me to places like beach watching sunsets and sunrise...He also bring me to a places whr I am covered by roses... at these place, HE will tell me He love me and how desirable I am to HIM...tears of joy and healing rolling down like waterfall from my cheeks as I was healed from the lie and words that I am nothing, unworthy and undesirable... freedom from rejection... with HIM, I found the true freedom that i crave and long for, I now can be like the horse running freely at the green pastures...even better, i am flying in HIS arm

My desire to be a princess is fullfilled...fairy tale have come true! to be happily ever after, there is still a long way to go..the road is narrow but love conquer everything...

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Unto You by PLANET SHAKERS

Unto You by PLANET SHAKERS

I live for You
All of my days belong to You
You draw me toYour tenderness, You make me new
Into the secret place I will run
Where my heart can be free in the
Grace that I found in You

Unto You
Be all Glory and Praise
How my heart seeks Your Face
As I’m waiting on You

Only You
Are my strength and my tower
Fill my life with Your Power
As I stand here in awe of You
I stand here in awe of You


beautiful song...it show us how much God love us and only through Him we are complete and whole once again...one challenge here is not just stand in awe of Him but adore Him and eventually know Him more each day... the know here is not Adam knew Eve but it means an intimacy with God...How much do you and i noe Him? How willing are we to wait upon His promise of life wen life seems to be in a storm? How assured are we in His love and guidance? is truth really set us free?

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

More to see lyrics =)

More To See

Darlene Zschech, Mia Fieldes, Nigel Hendroff, Deborah Ezzy, Donia Makedonez

Key: Dm
Intro:
Dm C/E F Dm C/E F F/C Bb


Verse 1:
Dm C/E F
Well I know that I may have had
Dm C/E
My share of failing and falling
F F/C Bb G/B
But I have come to understand
C Dm C/E F
One thing remains


Verse 2:
Dm C/E
By all He's done
F
I have been made holy
Dm C/E F
Worthy of serving the One
F/C Bb G/B C
The One who wrote eternity
Bb
So deep in my heart


Chorus:
F/A Bb F/A Dm
Open your eyes and see
Am Dm
The wonder of a life
Eb/F Bbmaj7 F/A
So wonderfully free
Bb C#aug Dm Cm7
Lift up your head be - lieve
Bbmaj7
There is more
Bb/C Dm C/E F Dm C/E F F/C Bb
There's so much more to see


Verse 2:
Dm C/E
You remind me still
F
Of the hope and promise
Dm C/E F
Daring my heart to be brave
F/C Bb G/B C
And all the while You strengthen me
Bb
So deep in my heart


Bridge:
F/A Bb C/E F
His mercies are new every mor - ning
F/A Bb C Dm
His mercies are new every day
F/A Bb C#aug Dm Cm
His mercies are new every mor - ning
Bb F/A G/B Bb/C
Beautifully new every day


Other:
Dm C Bbmaj7 Dm C Bbmaj7
Dm C/E F Dm C/E F F/C Bb


Chorus 2:
F/A Bb A7 Dm C#m7 Cm F7 Bbmaj7
Open your eyes and see
F/A
The wonder of a life
G9 Eb9 Dm9
So wonderfully free
C/E C F/A
Lift up your head be - lieve
F7(b9) Gm
There is more
C7(b9) Dm C Bbmaj7 Dm C Bbmaj7
There's so much more to see


Tag:
Dm C Bbmaj7
Lift up your eyes and see
Dm C Bbmaj7
Lift up your eyes and see
Dm C Bbmaj7
Lift up your eyes and see
Dm C Bbmaj7
Lift up your eyes and see (continuous)

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

lovey dovey...=P

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.

If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

The instruction of God for gift of prophecy and tongues

Gifts of Prophecy and Tongues

Follow the way of love and eagerly desire spiritual gifts, especially the gift of prophecy.
For anyone who speaks in a tongue does not speak to men but to God. Indeed, no one understands him; he utters mysteries with his spirit.
But everyone who prophesies speaks to men for their strengthening, encouragement and comfort.

He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church. 5I would like every one of you to speak in tongues, but I would rather have you prophesy. He who prophesies is greater than one who speaks in tongues, unless he interprets, so that the church may be edified.

Now, brothers, if I come to you and speak in tongues, what good will I be to you, unless I bring you some revelation or knowledge or prophecy or word of instruction?

Even in the case of lifeless things that make sounds, such as the flute or harp, how will anyone know what tune is being played unless there is a distinction in the notes?
Again, if the trumpet does not sound a clear call, who will get ready for battle?
So it is with you. Unless you speak intelligible words with your tongue, how will anyone know what you are saying? You will just be speaking into the air. Undoubtedly there are all sorts of languages in the world, yet none of them is without meaning. I then I do not grasp the meaning of what someone is saying, I am a foreigner to the speaker, and he is a foreigner to me. So it is with you. Since you are eager to have spiritual gifts, try to excel in gifts that build up the church.

For this reason anyone who speaks in a tongue should pray that he may interpret what he says. For if I pray in a tongue, my spirit prays, but my mind is unfruitful. So what shall I do? I will pray with my spirit, but I will also pray with my mind; I will sing with my spirit, but I will also sing with my mind. If you are praising God with your spirit, how can one who finds himself among those who do not understand say "Amen" to your thanksgiving, since he does not know what you are saying? You may be giving thanks well enough, but the other man is not edified.
I thank God that I speak in tongues more than all of you. But in the church I would rather speak five intelligible words to instruct others than ten thousand words in a tongue.

Brothers, stop thinking like children. In regard to evil be infants, but in your thinking be adults. In the Law it is written:
"Through men of strange tongues
and through the lips of foreigners
I will speak to this people,
but even then they will not listen to me,"says the Lord.

Tongues, then, are a sign, not for believers but for unbelievers; prophecy, however, is for believers, not for unbelievers. So if the whole church comes together and everyone speaks in tongues, and some who do not understand or some unbelievers come in, will they not say that you are out of your mind? But if an unbeliever or someone who does not understand comes in while everybody is prophesying, he will be convinced by all that he is a sinner and will be judged by all, and the secrets of his heart will be laid bare. So he will fall down and worship God, exclaiming, "God is really among you!"

Orderly Worship

What then shall we say, brothers? When you come together, everyone has a hymn, or a word of instruction, a revelation, a tongue or an interpretation. All of these must be done for the strengthening of the church. If anyone speaks in a tongue, two—or at the most three—should speak, one at a time, and someone must interpret. If there is no interpreter, the speaker should keep quiet in the church and speak to himself and God.

Two or three prophets should speak, and the others should weigh carefully what is said. And if a revelation comes to someone who is sitting down, the first speaker should stop. For you can all prophesy in turn so that everyone may be instructed and encouraged. The spirits of prophets are subject to the control of prophets. For God is not a God of disorder but of peace. As in all the congregations of the saints, women should remain silent in the churches. They are not allowed to speak, but must be in submission, as the Law says. If they want to inquire about something, they should ask their own husbands at home; for it is disgraceful for a woman to speak in the church.

Did the word of God originate with you? Or are you the only people it has reached? If anybody thinks he is a prophet or spiritually gifted, let him acknowledge that what I am writing to you is the Lord's command. If he ignores this, he himself will be ignored.
Therefore, my brothers, be eager to prophesy, and do not forbid speaking in tongues.
But everything should be done in a fitting and orderly way.



From this, u can c dat God is a structred God and He want everything in orderly.... He command the instruction becoz at dat time the people missuse the gift of tongues and prophesy. They even talk to each other in tongue. Speaking in tongue is a way we communicate with God and dat devil will not understand wat we are telling God.The Lord is also concern about non-believers as He is worried dat speaking in tongue might draw non-believers away and even scared them...God is concern also dat we dun stumble our brother or sister in Christ. For example in 1 Corinthians 10 - So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God. Do not cause anyone to stumble.

1 Corinthians- Be careful, however, that the exercise of your freedom does not become a stumbling block to the weak

But God do want us to have the gift...He want us to use it for His glory...=)

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

holidays

I am on holidays...whew....but i still in kdu....never get one day of free from kdu... bz with chirstian fellowship and campus friends (basically both abreviation is cf haha) cf camp is coming so we have planning to do (some problem occur but by God grace it is overcome d and we are raring for the camp) God will alwiz be with us, Emanuel! Everything is able in Him as God say, is thr anything big enough for me? for Christian Fellwoship, prayer meet is on as usual at 5pm...we also have to set up booth to promote fri christian fellowship meeting...nowadays i on9 alot as i m waiting for the booth and prayer or commitee meet time to come...was quite tired and discourage at the booth wen thr is no one to help me...but God alwiz encourage me and He nvr forsake me...oh ya..i have anxiety over my exam result as well...(scary, result is coming out soon and i am really worry) I remember this verse at this time- in the multitude of my anxieties, God comforts light up my soul.. well, nowadays as i focus on God and receive Him, He show me more of His holy, perfect and unconditional love...i now realized the importance of soaking (receiving God love and presence) He is really working wen u surrender urself unto His hands, wen we decrease, He increase =p God love is holy as in He is above all the creation and He hate sin...He is never associated with anything unpure or sinful...that is why when Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus' knees, saying, "Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord." read Luke 5:1-8 for the whole verse.. why peter responded like dat when Jesus net is overflow with fish? peter can ask Jesus to teach him the way to catch fish like Jesus do instead of asking Jesus to leave them...This is because peter came to realized dat God is holy and God hate sin. of course we are sinners and yet God love us so much dat He give us Jesus, His only begotten son. peter kneel down and confess to Jesus dat he is of a sinful man...it act a sermon from covlife church (youth retreat mission camp)...

Some people claim dat they find it hard to receive God or how to receive Him or feel dat He is far from us... wat u can try is open some worship songs and sing...let the song prepare your heart to ponder on His love and den slowly invite holy spirit to come into your hearts (God is our gardener, He will plant seed in our heart, nurture it, water it and let it become a forest) one very important thing is u can't reasoned too much about God, u received Him with a child like faith...God also says that faith is something u dun c but believe in...thr is one verse- blessed are those who doesn't c but choose to belive in me...btw, God is nvr far from us but it is us who are far from Him..constantly communicate with God, He wan to hear u =p God also remind us of the importance of choosing the right friends. A righteous man is cautious in friendship,
but the way of the wicked leads them astray.As iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens the countenance of his friend." (Proverbs 7:17) "Do not be deceived: "Evil company corrupts good habits." He who walks with wise men will be wise, but the companion of fools will be destroyed." (Proverbs 13:20) read the article for more understanding- http://www.bible-knowledge.com/bible-friends.html

=) Ps: Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. hoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. (1 John 4:7-8)Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.
1 John 4:11

btw..can't wait for my next semester =) my final semester...times flies! wish i can strive more for God

Monday, July 24, 2006



One rainy afternoon I was driving along one of the main streets
of town, taking those extra precautions necessary when the
roads are wet and slick.
Suddenly, my daughter, Aspen ,
spoke up from her relaxed position in her seat. "Dad, I'm
thinking of something."

This announcement usually meant she had been pondering some
fact for a while, and was now ready to expound all
that her six-year-old mind had discovered. I was eager to hear.

"What are you thinking?" I asked.

"The rain!" she began, "is like sin, and the windshield
wipers are like God wiping our sins away."

After the chill bumps raced up my arms I was able to respond.
"That's really good, Aspen."

Then my curiosity broke in. How far would this little girl take
this revelatio! n? So I asked... "Do you notice how the rain
keeps on coming? What does that tell you?"
Aspen didn't hesitate one moment with her answer:

"We keep on sinning, and God just keeps on forgiving us."
I will always remember this whenever I turn my wipers on.
In order to see the Rainbow, you must first endure some

water


READ THE FIRST LINE CAREFULLY.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.

Every moment, thank God.
This is a Thomas Kinkade painting.


Jesus Test

This is an easy test, you score 100 or zero. It's your choice. If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions.

Jesus said, "if you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."
Not ashamed Pass this on . . . only if you mean it.
Yes, I do Love God.
He is my source of existence and Savior.
He keeps me functioning each and everyday.
Without Him, I will be nothing. !
Without Him, I am nothing but with Him I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me.
Phil 4:13



This is the simplest test. If you Love God, and are not ashamed of all the marvelous things he has done for you.

Love

L - Life - Long commitment
O - Other - Centred lifestyle
V - Value - Based decision
E - Empowered - Growth relationship

For all you people who say, "I love you"
when you
have no clue what love is exactly!!!

Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing
and is
your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of
her/him?
It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off?
It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's/he's
there?
It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her/him because it's what
everyone
wants?
It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she/he kissed you,
or
held your hand?
It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her/him confessions of love,
because you don't want to hurt her/him?
It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her/him because the sight
of
her/him makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care
about
her/him?
It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her/him every day she is the only
one
you think of?
It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite
things
or her sake?
It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

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Does your heart ache and break when she's
sad?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her/his pain, even when
she's/he's
strong?
Then it's LOVE.

Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch
your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding,
incomprehensible
mix of pain and relation pulls you close and
holds
you to her/him?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her/his faults because it's a
part of
who she/he is?
Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with
her/him
faithfully without regret??
Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her/him your heart, your life,
your
death??
Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so,
why do
we love? Why is it all we search for in life?
This
pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for?
This
torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The
answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is
such
an addictive thing that even people who are
not
having it wish to experience it and share it
with
others as well.

Pass this to all your friends so they don't
make the
same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! I like
the
dreams of the future better than the history of
the
past...

Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason
our
soul heal...

Jesus love is sacrificing, how amazing is such love and grace?

only Jesus love can heal us!!! His love is perfect and unconditional!

He is the truth, the way and life!!

He is our hope, love, peace and care!!

plz help

It's so terrible.....

Please Read This...

Last week a 3 year old girl (in South Africa) was beaten and raped.
She is still alive. The man responsible was released on bail yesterday.
He is walking the streets. If you are too busy to read this then just
sign your name and forward this on.

The South African Government is planning to close the Child Protection
Unit and this is a petition against it. This is a very important
petition. It is an essential part of the justice system for children.
You may
have already heard that there's a myth in South Africa that having sex
with a virgin will cure AIDS. The younger the virgin, the more potent
the cure. This has led to an epidemic of rapes by infected males, with
the correspondent infection of innocent kids. Many have died in these
cruel rapes.

Recently in Cape Town, a 9-month-old baby was raped by 6 men. Please
think about that for a moment. The child abuse situation is now
reaching
catastrophic proportions and if we don't do something, then who will?

Kindly add your name to the bottom of the list and please pass this on
to as many people as you know.If you are signature no.120 - please
forward
the mail-list to childprotectpca@saps.org.za
org.za&YY=43030&order=down&sort=date&pos=0&view=a&head=b><

mailto:childprotectpca@saps.org.za
org.za&YY=43030&order=down&sort=date&pos=0&view=a&head=b>>

Please don't be complacent, do something about the kids of South
Africa.
You can make a difference. That child is fighting for life.

This is just one of the million cases of child abuse, so please pledge
your support and help keep CPU (CHILD PROTECTION UNIT) open. Please
give your support to the petition and ensure that it goes to as many
people as possible.

Please don't just leave it, make a difference. In order to write your
name copy this message and paste it in a new mail (compose).

Or click on forward, delete all headers belonging to previous senders,
add your name to the list and send it on to others.

Again, if you are number 120 please send this to
childprotectpca@saps.org.za
org.za&YY=43030&order=down&sort=date&pos=0&view=a&head=b>
org.za&YY=43030&order=down&sort=date&pos=0&view=a&head=b>>

1. Sharney Edwards (Queensland, Australia)
2. sara murphy (qld, australia)
3. Skye Butler (NSW, Australia)
4. Jodi Gardner (Sydney, Australia)
5. Jeva Centeno (Sydney, Australia)
6. Emma Yates ( Sydney, Australia)
7.Kate Pearce ( Sydney, Australia)
8. Bianca Falloon (Sydney, Australia)
9. Sasha Falloon (Sydney, Australia)
10.Lisa Hamrsworth (Sydney, Australia)
11 Melissa Hughes ( Sydney, Australia)
12. Lauren Harkin (Sydney , Australia)
13. [Jolie Huynh] (SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA)
14. Lisa Pham (Sydney, Australia)
15. Liem Nguyen (Sydney, Australia)
16. Fay Cuschieri (Sydney Australia)
17. Mirian Camacho Sydney Australia
18. George Camacho Sydney Australia
19. Sandra Camcho sydney Australia
20. David Camacho Sydney Australia
21. Carmen Cuschieri Sydney Australia
22. Mary Harris (Sydney Australia)
23. Tracey West (Sydney Australia)
24. Kay Liu (New York)
25. Carbo Bunnag (Thailand)
26. Ivy Schlageter (Thailand)
27. Regina von Burg (Hong Kong)
28. Madeleine Wheare (Hong Kong)
29 Helen Oakwater (London, England)
30. Lynda Gilbert (Hertfordshire, England)
31. Philly Morrall (Northamptonshire, England)
32. Clare Barclay (Norfolk, England)
33.Richard Collier (Norfolk, England
34Prue Willday (Cornwall England )
35. Emily Williams (Cambridge, England)
36. Dawn Pearson (Cambridge, England)
37. Jo Kingston (Cambridge, England)
38. Natasha Thomas (Cambridge, English)
39. Charlotte Jenner (Cambridge, English)
40. John Richardson (Stansted England)
41. Tracy Wigmore (Harlow, England)
42 Andrea McGirr (Harlow, England)
43 Anne McGirr (Harlow,England)
44 B A SCOTT -(FLORIDA USA)
45. V Harjani ( California, USA)
46. L Ramchand (London, UK)
47. Mei Sin Yeow (Singapore)
48. Craig Shim ( Australia)
49. Leena Salim ( Australia)
50. Karina Shim ( Australia)
51. Kin Shim ( Australia)

52. Michael Moorthy (Malaysia)

53 Janet Lim (Malaysia)
54. Angela Wong (New Zealand)
55. Siew Lee Kua (New Zealand)
57. Lynette Wong (Malaysia)
58. Aimi Lee (Malaysia)
59. Lee Siew Leng (Malaysia)
60. Kasturi ( Malaysia )
61. Susan Thavamani (Malaysia)
62. Yoogalatha (Malaysia)
63. Jega Jeevan (Malaysia)
64. Mahmathi (Malaysia)
65.M.Senthila (Malaysia)
66.San Mei Kim (Malaysia)
67.Abby Chung(Malaysia)
68.Michelle Tan (Malaysia)
69. Koh Wyhow(malaysia)
70. Teoh Shu Ning (Malaysia)
71.Sharon Tan Yi Mei(Malaysia)
72. Ku Guo Joon (Malaysia)
72. OH KAN SHA (Malaysian)
73. wee xiying (Malaysian)

WOMEN OF STRENGTH

A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape ...
but a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape...

A strong woman isn't afraid of anything ...
but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear...

A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her ...
but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone...

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future...
a woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes on them...

A strong woman walks sure footedly ...
but a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls...

A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face ...
but a woman of strength wears grace...

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey ...
but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong...


=)